Secret crush

Part 7

authors note: yall ok im doing this chapter on a laptop and idk how to change the font sooo

Louis pov:

i wake up to the door that leads onto the back deck slamming shut "what the fuck?" i think. i look down and it takes me a second to realize that harry is gone, i sit up in a state of panic. i look around frantically looking for him. i walk over to the back door where the sound came from and harry is outside with the porch light on, i couldnt really see what he was doing but he turns a little to his left and i can see the glow of a joint. i knew harry smoked pot i just didnt know he brought some. i didnt see any when we where unpacking, he must have had it hidden. i pull out my phone, the light blinds me for a second. its 2:28. what is he doing smoking this late? i think to my self, i walk up to the door hesitating on if i should open the door or not. my curiosity get the better of me and i open the door. it creaks quitly and harry turns to look at me, his eyes are dry and blood shot. so he probably had another  joint before i woke up, his eyes widden at the sight of me. "uh-hey lou." he mumbles quitely. i walk over to go stand beside him, he reaks off weed and sweat, he looks away from me and takes another drag off of the joint. he looks back down at me and offers me the joint,i shake my head no. "your lost" harry says looking away again."um-haz, is everything alright?" i ask shivering, i had really noticed but its really fucking cold out. harry looks back down at me "yeah babe, i just havent smoked in a while and i really felt like one" harry says finising off the joint.

"yeah but why right now, it 2:30 in the morning and its below freezing." i say a bit of mysass coming out. " hell i dont know, i just woke up and couldnt fall back asleep, i needed something to calm me down." he says turning to face me so we are face to face. i step back a bit, he smelt really strong and i have never exactly liked the smell of weed and i dont think i ever will.  Harry noticed this and looked a little hurt, he picks up the hoodie and snifs it "yeah i guess i kinda do reak," he says with a laugh. He turns towards the cabin and walks back in. he started to walk to my room but i run and grab his arm. "Um-no, if you are sleeping in my room you have to shower." I say a bit if my sass coming out.
He groans "only if you come in with me" he says with a smirk on his face. "No, you go shower and I'm going to go to bed." I say with a stern tone. He groans again and walks to the bathroom.
I head over to my room and lay under the covers. I lay there thinking about why Harry couldn't fall back asleep, and why out if all times did he choose to smoke know. Was it me? Did I say some thing? Those questions keep running through my head. I hadn't realized it but I had been laying there for 10 minutes just thinking about Harry, my thoughts are interrupted by a freshly showed Harry walking into my room, the smell off weed is gone and instead replaced with the smell of his vanilla body-wash. He comes and lays behind me, spooning me.
He pulls my body close to his and presses his head against my back. I want to ask him if I did something but what if he gets mad and leaves? I've gotten used to sleeping with Harry even though it's only been a few days. I'm hesitant to ask but a vice comes out of my throat "um-haz, did I do somthing?" I ask, my voice shaking.

He doesn't say anything but rather groans and pulls me closer to him, every inch of his body is pressed against mine. He presses and soft kiss to my neck "no loubear, you didn't do anything I promise. We will talk about it tomorrow morning" he says pressing another kiss to my neck. "Let's just get some rest, it's really late."
He says as he kisses my neck again. He puts his head in the middle of my shoulders just underneath the bottom of my neck.

I yawn and my eyes get droopy, the smell of freshly showered Harry, the warm of his body and the way he's holding my so close to him. It makes me feel like home, like I could stay right here and burn in it all day. If I could I would fall asleep and wake up with him everyday for infinity. I could live in this cabin forever. Because he's the one I want at the end of the day. I fall asleep happy. Happy that Harry is here and happy that I have someone who loves and listens to me. (No offence Niall 😶)