Insomnia

A hot summer's night thoughts

It's being a tough summer

I couldn't sleep this night 

Not just because I miss You

But because there's a factory next to my house

Spreading toxic smoke, chemtrails over my bedroom

I breathe It, I feel It. Your lack is, now, inside my lungs.

I used to breathe you, but now...

I can't sleep

And that's why I get up to write some random things

And listen to the Album which has won the Grammy Awards 

I miss spring

Where should I run to right now?

To the north or to the south?

I heard the state borders would be closed without your presence.

Aren't You coming with me?

I miss the countryside smell

I miss that farm I used to go when I had insomnia

Now It doesn't embrace me anymore

Just like You, my dear

I really think I'm gonna miss you forever

Even when I'm happy with another person,

Creating new plans, Studying new languages and meeting other places...

I remember of us, I remember of you.

God damn, what a pity of myself!

I'm really crazy.

And I don't mind

'Cause I've found myself in this world.

I ain't no more that lost boy You used to know at High School

I'm free. My freedom is in You.

That's why I feel locked sometimes

'Cause You run away from me.

Paradox. infinite circles. suffering.

It's been a tough summer, Isn't It!?