Yesterday when I saw the text messages from Vinnie, I couldn't help but feel bad. I was so hesitant to text him back.
I really didn't know why I was ignoring him. And I still don't know if the rumors are true, if Vinnie has a girlfriend.
Dose he just see me as a friend? I kept on thinking about that one question. To be completely honestly that though kept eating me alive. I wanted to know.
I'm not to sure when I'm going to tell him I want to talk.
Fuck it. I'm just going to tell him Let's talk. Just to get it out of the way.
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Amelia I'm just taking time off. but we can talk today?
Vinnie Okay, that's fine.
Amelia I'll just go over. If that's okay?
Vinnie Yeah, that's good. I'll be waiting. SEEN
Vinnie
I was playing video games when I heard a light knock on my door. That must be Amelia. I got off and went to open the door.
"Hey, come in." I said and moved out the way so she can come in. Once she sat down on my bed I took a seat on my gaming chair.
Then I began to talk, "I feel like you're ignoring me." I said as she fiddled with her rings.
"I'm not, like I said I was just taking a break." She answered, finally looking up at me in the eyes. With her beautiful green eyes-.
"So you have a girlfriend?" She asked, cutting me out of my staring and admiring. The answer is yes, I am in a relationship.
It's public so I thought she knew. "Yeah, I do." It kinda looked like she was hurt in a way. I wanted to ask her, but I don't know how to put it.
"It looks like your upset. Are you okay?" I asked as she looked down. I couldn't help but notice she was debating on what to say.
"Kind of, our friendship is going to change." Oh, friendship? I don't know why but, I felt hurt? My whole body was telling me that she had or has feelings for me. I guess I was completely off line.
And it sucks.
"I'm not sure." Was all I said. We both stayed quiet for a short amount of time, it was a bit awkward.
