*Moment of thought*
The word 'Regret' Is a funny 6 letter word. You say or do something out of order and then all of a sudden you want to take it back but it's too late. So you're stuck with this never-ending feeling...
The sentence that states 'But I do love you more than a friend' Is powerful because it changes everything. It shows that you are ready to give your heart to someone special that has earned it....
But when you utter that simple sentence 'I hate you, I don't need you in my life' That's when everything goes downhill. Friendships get ruined, Attitudes change, people get forgotten and you are all on your own wishing you would have listened to what that person had to say that day......
*Karmen's P.O.V*
"Are you ready to go Abe!" I yelled to my 6 year old son from the bottom of the steps.
"I'm coming mommy I just have to get one more thing!"
I sighed "Please hurry up Abe I wanna get out of here before your dad comes home!"
Abe quickly came running down the stairs "I'm here mommy. I had to get my Spiderman"
I shook my head laughing "Do you ever leave out the house without that thing"
He smiled "Nope he's my lucky buddy. Now let's get to the mall I'm hoping to get that new call of duty game!"
I laughed and we walked out the door. Abe ran to my car "Mom can I please sit in the front seat!?"
I walked to the car and opened the door "Yea put your seatbelt on because I can't afford a ticket"
"Cause I'm already paying three of your dad's traffic tickets" I mumbled to myself as I closes the door after he got in.
I walked around the car and got in the driver's seat and pulled off just seconds before Abe's dad pulled up. I slipped my hand into my pocket and put my phone on silent. I'm so happy steve jobs put these switches on IPhone. We drove in silence until my phone started vibrating. I groaned automatically knowing who it was. Abe shook his head "There goes my dad trying to figure out where we are. Ugh momma I don't wanna go back home"
I sighed "I promised you on my day off we would go to the mall and get you that game and I meant that okay"
He nodded "But momma last time daddy tried to put our stuff outside in the rain"
I stopped a red light and rubbed the top of his head "Don't you worry about none of that baby boy. Your dad is just all talk he's not gonna do anything"
He shrugged and looked out the window. I hate that my son has to feel this way but there are just some things he doesn't understand. Me and Marcus had this 'i hate you so much I might as well love you' Relationship and it affects Abe in so many ways that he actually has to see a therapist on Thursdays to talk about his problems. I would leave Marcus if I hadn't given everything I loved up when I was 17 so now I'm stuck working in Macy's in the perfume department and in a verbally abusive relationship.
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