Paveldome / Joongnine

story 2 part 2(pd)

I took the stage and still would see pavel holding hand of his new toy tightly...

Instantly my gaze went on my hands..

How his rough, big hands fits perfectly into my soft and small hands...

I saw how he back hugged her and instantly those memories of him hugging me,  caressing me came to my mind....

.i thought that I hate him...

I thought that I would kill him if I saw him ever again ....

I thought that I would never look at him....

I thought that I have moved on..

But

But whats this jealousy...

Why I feel so much jealous of Jessica (Pavel's secretary)..... 

Why I feel being used... 

Why my eyes are tearing up...

Why giving a speech is so tough for me...

Why I feel so miserable...

It's been 3 hours since I came here...

I don't know why but my legs have took me almost 5 - 7. Times infront of him...

But it was like he don't know me....

My heart is squeezing in pain so much that a tear drop came out of my eyes...

I quickly wipe them and took the mic...

"well I guess I will sing a song on my best friend's marriage "

I saw how Ben and nine were looking so concerned about me...

I know they want to help me...

.but how????

I started my song and that pavel tighten his hold on her girlfriend...

DO NOT DO THIS TO ME.  PLEASE, BE AFRAID OF GOD, OH DEAR

DON'T DO THIS WITH ME. PLEASE O HANDSOME, BE AFRAID OF GOD.

I HAVE BEEN CRYING SO MUCH FOR YOU. I GOT INSANE BECAUSE OF CRYING..

I HAVEN'T BEEN SLEEPING SINCE YOU LEFT..

WHY DID YOU FORGET THAT DAY, LOVE.. ??

WHY DID YOU FORGET ABOUT THE EVENING AS WELL??

YOU FORGET ME FIRST, AND THEN MY NAME TOO..

IF YOU DON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING ABOUT US AT ALL.  EASE COME AMD KILL ME ALREDY??

PLEASE,  TELL ME WHAT WAS MY FAULT.  WHY DID YOU DISTANCE YOURSELF FROM ME??

THE  DRINK THAT WR DRUNK TOGETHER FOR THE FIRST TIME, YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN THAT DRINK TOO??

YOU FIRST FORGET ABOUT ME AND THEN MY NAME TOO

MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU IS LIKE A FISH WRIGGLING AND SUFFERING WHEN ITS OUT OF THE WATER..

PLEASE,  WITH IN JUST A DAY YOU THREW ME OUT OF YOUR LIFE WHY??

I WISH I COULD MEET A PERSON WHO WOULD DITCH YOU AS YOU DID WITH ME..

PLEASE TELL ME WHAT WAS MY MISTAKE.. WHY DID YOU DISTANCE YOURSELF FROM ME...

as dome completed his song he heard a loud clapping..

He opened his eyes and saw everyone was clapping for him...

.for his voice.., but no one knew that it was hurt voice of dome....

Dome's eyes were only searching pavel...

And he saw pavel still sitting on his seat and looking here and there like fools...

The crowd stood up when the organizer said that food is ready...

He saw how pavel fell on ground...

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