Paveldome / Joongnine

story2 part3(pd)

I saw how pavel kneel down on the floor to find his sunglasses...

I wanted to ignore him but I couldn't..

May be my heart still want to stay with him...

I went to him and kneel on the floor too...

My heart hurt when he still didn't look at me...

I found his glasses and called..

"pavel"

He instantly looked at me

"Dome"

He said..

He stretched his trembling hands to touch me..

I hold his hands and he fisted on my palms like he don't want to loose me...

"Dome.. "

"dome"  

"Dome is it you "

He asked me..

I got confused and said  "yes it's me pavel"

"pavel instantly hugged me "

"I missed you..

I missed you so much dome..

Why...

Why not me..

We both loved each other so much and trusted each other.  Then why"

Pavel stared speaking non stop... His words didn't make any sense...

It was him...

I still remember..

When on our 15th anniversary he asked me..

"Dome,  my love will you marry me pls... Could you be by my side forever "

I teared up and answered him..

"ye, pavel i would ..pls love me like this always"

"I love you my sweetie "

"I love you too honey "

And then we both shared a chaste kiss..

Weak passed and today we both were going to marry  ..

Everyone was happy...

Ben and nine were acting jealous that I am getting married first...

My parents were happy..

His parents were happy...

He was happy...

And I was happy too...

Everything was perfect...

As perfect as fairytale.. 

But it's true world...

.i was standing in aisle...

I was waiting for him...

I was waiting impatiently...

It should be him who had to wait for me but...

I thought maybe he's not dressed up yet so I came first...

I stood there like fools...

I was standing with flowers and rinds in my hand but he didn't came...

He didn't came...

I was stubborn...

I was still standing even when every guest left...

I understood what's going when dad said they couldn't find pavel...

And gave me your note saying..

"I am going "       and it was indeed his handwriting...

I hated him...

I got broken down..

If he didn't wanted to marry me then why make fun of me and my parents in front of so many people...

I hate him...

How could you accept me to be okay when my first love...

My first boyfriend...

My first man...

My man of 15 years just left me like this...

After so many promises.. He just left me like a used paper...

And more over I hated him when ever I saw in news...

He's always there smiling with his new girlfriend... Holding her hand,  hugging her...

I hate him..

"fuck you pavel... How could you say that... It was you who left me "

"why you left me pavel... I loved you so much"         and with this dome cried in his first Love's arms..

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