The Misunderstood Villainess is in love with the Villian

No

"Hey, sis, you're a bitch." (Elliot)

"I have no clue why I deserve that, but what about it?"

"Dunno, just wanted to see your reaction."

"You're a brat."

"Why am I a brat?"

"You wanted to see my reaction to you calling me a bitch."

"Hey, sis, why are you no longer wearing a dress."

" Because dresses have always been my Kryptonite."

"Your what?"

Oh yeah, I forgot that that term doesn't exist in this world.

"I've never liked dresses in the first place."

"I always thought you did."

"I only wore them because I had to."

Not saying I don't like dresses, but I wouldn't know I like wearing them. I'd instead create it then wear it. The same thing could be said about my past life. You know what? I think I'm fake. I pretend to care about things I don't. I let Brooke step on me, and I pretend to respect them. Huh, I haven't changed, just a girl that aspires to be different but doesn't try.

"I love the look, not the feel."

"How did mom and dad take it?"

"They were... disappointed, to say the least."

"Sis, why didn't you tell us that you were the one being bullied, not the other way around?"

"Would you have believed me?"

"No"

"Heh, then there is your answer."

Trying to leave my room, he seemed to have something to say.

"Brother?"

He stopped; I didn't expect that.

"Why wouldn't you believe me?"

"Everything I heard rumors I've listened to lies after a while, I started to think they were true mainly because you shoved cake down that girl's dress. But then I came across them forcing you to serve them as servants and then pouring scalding water on you while saying clean it up. I wanted to hurt them the same girls that claimed you hurt them were hurting you. If it weren't for the fact that I can't act recklessly, then I'd want to hurt them."

"Hmm, no, you didn't think you'd need to get involved. No one wants to risk themselves to help another very rarely do they want to or do so. The world is neither kind nor cruel."

I guess that's why the words 'I'm not afraid of god I'm afraid of man' resonates with me.