✓ | DEAR FUTURE ME

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February 1st

Dear Future Me,

Do not freak out as I say this, but I'm in love with Levi. Like, absolutely positive. I have fallen for Levi Daniels without a doubt. After what happened at the dance there is no denying the way my heart races around him almost all the time. Who am I kidding, we almost kissed! And this isn't the first time it's happened either! Plus, he kissed me on the cheek before saying goodnight last night. That alone drove me crazy.

I swear god I am such a clown. I can't believe I used to say I hate this guy! I literally said (and I quote from a previous entry), "You almost got hit by a car and your bike got ran over, but none of that can amount to the annoyance that is Levi Daniels. You'll definitely remember that name in the future, and I just know you're gonna look back in disgust."

Look back in disgust? There's no way I can ever look back in disgust now! All I can do now is think about his cute, stupid face. Oh my god, is something wrong with me? Something has to be wrong with me. Skye Simmons has officially gone insane, people! Why have I fallen for Levi out of all people?

You know what, I know exactly why. He's great, he's so nice, he's caring, and he treats me so well. Also, being tall is a plus. I don't know why, but tall guys are my weakness. Except for my dad, yuck! You get what I'm saying though. Actually, let me reiterate; tall guys my age are my weakness. There we go.

I don't really know what I'm going to do though. For all I know I'm just confusing platonic feelings with romantic ones. I'm not exactly a relationship guru! I'm probably better off just not saying anything at all and seeing if my feelings happen to be real. That's probably the best bet, right? Besides, our friendship is too good and it would absolutely suck if I completely ruined it.

Let's hope I don't regret that. I tend to make stupid decisions. I must drink dumb bitch juice or something.

Sincerely,

Past Me.

•••

"You guys almost kissed?"

The question came out of Xavier's mouth as he walked through the halls, his phone held up to his ear after hearing details from Friday's winter formal. He didn't suspect a thing, even when he was there to interrupt the moment. All Xavier knew was that they slow danced, so hearing that Levi believed they almost kissed at that moment was a shock to him.

"Seemed like it. Well, until your dumbass interrupted to show us the fight." Levi scoffed, a little bitter about what happened. Sure, he did get to kiss her on the cheek at the end of the night, but it wasn't so pleasant knowing Skye's dad was watching.

"Why am I not surprised?" Danny rolled his eyes. He was in on the conversation as well, also hearing this information for the first time. Luckily for Danny, he wasn't an idiot like Xavier.

"Wait, what?! I had no clue!" Xavier protested. "Besides, there was drama either way."

"Well, it seemed like she wanted to kiss me," Levi said, replaying the moment in his mind again and again and again.

"And you would have kissed her back of course." Danny, being the relationship connoisseur, knew exactly how Levi felt. He could remember the early days of his relationship with Nini, also recalling the feelings he had before making it official. When you're in love like that, of course, you can't help but think about kissing the person you're falling for.