Ｍｙ Ｂｏｙ|D. Malfoy|

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Cassiopeia 

A small box in wrapping paper is placed in front of me and then a person sit down next to me. I look up the see a head of wavy brown hair and a warm smile. He nudged my side and pointed at the box. I slowly open the box and it's a beautiful gold bracelet with diamond.

"Thank you Theo, this is so beautiful," I smile up at him. "Sorry I didn't get you a gift, if it make you feel better I didn't get anyone a gift." He says it's alright and told me he saw it and thought of me. 

"Seems like you had a fun night," Pansy says as she sits down in front of me. I tense up thinking about last night but shake it off and give her a very fake smile."I saw you leaving with Jason eagerly." Did I really look eager, I was trying not to cry, but anyway they can't know that.

"Slut," I turn toward the ferret that sat on the other side of Theo. I just ignore him so that I don't get to overwhelmed and get a seizure. I think he says some other insults but I'm not paying attention.

The food pops up on the table but I'm paying attention to the weather outside and the roof. It's the pinnacle of a white Christmas, the ground is white, covered by snow and there's more snow falling on the ground. There's no leaves on the trees but covered In white, the grass on the ground waiting to grow in the sun but being blocked.

"One word, snowball fight."

Pansy sighs, "thats two words Theo." He flips her off as he gets up and pulls her up too. We all get up from the table and walk down the corridors to the courtyard. We're all bundled up in layers, hats and gloves; expect Blaise. He's in black pants and a thin grey sweater, and he's shivering like a chihuahua. 

"Blaise do you want my scarf?" I ask as I look back at him. 

"N-no," he shakes his head and keeps walking forward slowly.

I walk over to him and put my scarf on him but he try's to back away. I keep swatting his hands away as I fix the scarf. He finally quits and just glares at me.

"I only gave you this because I can hear your teeth chattering from 10 feet away and it's very annoying."

Something hits my back and I quickly turn around to see Daphne snickering not realizing I turned around. I pick up some snow and throw it at her face, and it hits her right in the nose. She quickly shuts up in shock and just stares at me.

"Why thank you," I say as I bow. "Thank you."

Pansy then throws a snowball at Theo and then it goes on from there.

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1995. New Year. New List.

Each year since I've been at school, every January 1st my dear mother of mine sends me a list of thing to change.

Dear Cassiopeia,

Happy New Year, this year you are turning 15 this year and starting at a new school in September. As you are at Hogwarts, and this is your new school, you need to start looking for pure-blood boys you may want to settle down with after you graduate. 

This year you need to start thinking more about boys and about building a family later in life with. Here are the rules:

- Pureblood

- Good known family 

- Rich, even though our family is already rich you can never go wrong with more wealth 

- Taller than you

- Only older, no younger 

And remember, save your self for marriage. It is a sin to have intercourse before you marry the man you're going to spend your life with.

Now here are the rules for you:

- Stay fit

- Do not gain any pounds

- Keep your hair long, never cut it

- Stay modest 

- Always be shaved

-Wear a lot of make up(you need it)

- Chin always up and shoulders back

- Always keep your thigh gap

- Remember the spell to cover up your scars and freckles

- Be polite and no swear words

-No smoking or alcohol 

These rules are to make sure you stay attractive and get boys attention. I know one of the teachers there and they will make sure to keep you in line and to give me update on how you are doing there.

-

Mother

Jokes on you mother I've done almost all of the things you said not to do and I've had premarital sex, not consensually though.

And my mother always told me to stay fit and pure for boys, but once I turn 15 I need to really take it seriously. It's complete bullshit but I can't say anything, and I can't even pick out a boyfriend. My mother sent me that list so I can send her one back of the family name of the boys that fit that criteria and then have dinners with them, then finally sign a contract to give all my right to my husband. 

Yippee 

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Another update!

I'll hopefully be updating faster because I can't wait till 6th year. And from now on from the rest of 4th year- 5th year will probably be a lot of time jumps and quick chapters.

Also, YOURE BEAUTIFUL AND DONT NEED TO CHANGE FOR ANYONE! 

You are loved!!!!