Ｍｙ Ｂｏｙ|D. Malfoy|

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⚠️This chapter contains sexual assault and may contain other triggering things. If you don't want to read please read the next chapter⚠️

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The whole common room reeks of alcohol and sweat. The music is blaring and the lights are bright.

I was nervous to come to the party when Pansy said there was alcohol. We don't really share the best past, it was always there for me in my childhood because my parents were always at work and only drank at bars. After a year I realized they never checked the bar and it was only for display purposes. So when I was 9 alcohol become my best friend.

My mother always pushed me to be a perfect little daughter and always obey what was said, especially from men. She gave me lessons on how to be a 'woman' before she went to work. So when she left I immediately went to the bar and had a glass or two. I never drank enough to get fully drunk but that all changed when I was 11. 

Mother became more violent if I did something wrong and punish me the old wizard way by being at the end of the wand. She didn't it once when I was 9 and that caused problems in my brain that my mother still doesn't like to acknowledge.

But here I am anyway, in my second  cup of Firewhiskey and go knocked out of my thoughts when someone bumped into me.

The music was still blaring and there were people all around drunk out of their minds either dancing or snogging someone. I look up to the person that bumped into me and saw a familiar face.

"Hey Jason," I say but my words are slurred. He laughs a bit while looking down at me, he seems to be judging the state I'm in.

"You're cup looks empty, do you want a re fill?" He ask me after a while as he puts his hand on my fore arm that's holding my cup. I look down into my cup for a minute before replying.

"Sure, that would be nice," I say so he grabs my cup and goes to the bar. I loose sight of him as more people make their way over to the bar. I look around the room again and see Daphnee snogging some girl and Pansy on the dance floor with Theo. I don't think Blaise came to the party because, being the mother hen he is, wanted to be the sober one to fix us tomorrow.

"Watch it fucker," I say as someone bumps into me. I look down to see if I spilled my drink but remember I don't have a cup. I look up into silver grey eyes that belong to an arrogant asshole.

"What are you looking at Ozzane?" He ask harshly as I get a whiff of alcohol In his breath. I scoff at him as I turn to walk away. I sense that he is still looking at me, so I turn around to see him looking at me with an unreadable expression on his face. We make eye contact once more and I see, almost concern, In his eyes. We keep staring at each other, both of us not really thinking about anything else just lost in each other's eyes.

We both snap out of the daze we were in and he scoffs then turns his nose up and turns around and disappears into the crowd.

I look around the common room and only see bright flashing lights and silhouettes of people all around me. It seems like my second cup of alcohol is finally setting in, or maybe I'm sobering up, I don't really know.

I see a cup getting handed to me and my gaze goes up to the persons arm then up to the face. Green eyes. I relax a little bit and take the cup from him, it's only filled a fourth of the way up. I don't think twice and knock it back. I set it down on the table besides me and look up to Jason.

He's staring at me with amusement and something else in his eyes. It unnerves me a bit but don't think about it. It's a night to relax and I'll get the consequences tomorrow.