a darker kind of goodbye

twisted

*two weeks later and its a friday

Evas POV:
me and anna decided to figure ourselves out first before a relationship

we still have feelings for each other

me and anna have been a little distant but shes always there for me

im heading to 2nd period right now

its been kinda chill with connor i told him to not touch me though he agreed so we've just been talking a little to get to know each other more

theres a party tonight at christians but im obviously not going, anna asked if i wanted her to stay with me but i told her she can go to the party.

i havent really talked to ian that much so i think im gonna facetime him today .

"hey eva" connor said as i approached him

"hi" i said

i sat next to him

i have been a little bit better

im not getting flashbacks that much anymore its usually only at night but i talk to anna and she calms me down.

i dont know what i would do without her

she texted me

anna💗
a: hey loser:)

e: hi whats up

a: meet me in the bathroom;)

e: okay ill be there in a sec

i got up to go to the bathroom i went in and saw anna

"hey" i said

"hey" she said

i went closer to her

i wrapped my hands around her neck

she kissed me it turned into making out

someone opened the door

"I WAS RIGHT"

katie was standing at the door

oops

"you better not say shit" anna said to katie

"so yall like dating or what" katie said

"no were not dating" anna said

"then what was that" katie said

"what we kissed thats all" anna said

" whatever yall going to christians party tonight?" katie said

"i am but evas not" anna said

"oh why not it will be fun" katie said

"uh im good thanks"i said

"ok well i should go back to class now ill see yall at lunch"katie said as she walked out

"damn that was awkward" i said

"yea" anna said

"i should go back to class ill see you later tho" i said

"okay bye bubs" she said

"bye loser" i said

these feelings dont ever leave

i walked back to class

"hey eva i was wondering if you wanted to hangout tonight" connor said to me as i sat down

um i guess sure i dont really have plans today

"sure but arent you going to the party?" i said

"i wasnt really feeling it"he said