a darker kind of goodbye

lol.

Evas POV:
i went to go open to the door thinking it was connor

but no it was my mom drunk asf

she always does this

the reason my mom and i arent very close is because she used to be a drug addict and come home drunk sometimes she would hit me sometimes. shes gotten better and isnt addicted anymore but this isnt the first time we have moved, when we lived in canada we moved atleast 4 times because my mom would always fuck something up. im always the new kid and i have a feeling its gonna be the same shit again here. she also always gets a new boyfriend and then they break up and we have to move again. i actually thought this time it would be different. i started to like this place a lot. my mom used to make me steal stuff for her and if i didnt she would hit me. i still love her though which i dont understand why considering all the shitty things shes done

"mom why are you drunk its literally like 3 in the afternoon" i said

" w wha what are u talking about i im not drubk" she said slurring her words

"youve got to be kidding me. all this shit for what mom FOR WHAT, YOU ALWAYS FUCK UP MY LIFE, I STARTED TO ACUALLY LIKE IT HERE" i said tearing up

she went to her room almost falling like three times

why just why

i heard a knock, now thats connor

i opened the door

"hey connor" i said

"hey are you ready to go ?"he said

"yea"

i went to his car

"i wanted to take you to the beach today"he said

"ooo i havent been"i said

"okay im gonna get snacks first"he said

he drove to the store

we both got out and went separte ways

i decided to scare him

i walked to the isle he was in and jumped at him

"boo"i said

he flinched lmao

"god you scared me eva"he said

"that was the whole point"i said laughing

we left the store and he drove to the beach

he layed out a blanket and snacks

we walked around with pluto for a bit

then we watched the sunset while i layed in his arms

Connors POV:
me and eva were watching the sunset together and she was laying in my arms

i think i have feelings for eva

we have kissed multiple times

i want to tell her but i think im going to wait

it turned dark really quick