Just a feeling

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Do you ever get that feeling?
You know the one,
the one that creeps over you. Like a blanket.
When you're alone ?
The gut wrenching feeling
Of your own disappointment
Disappointed.
In yourself.
Things you haven't been able to accomplish.
Things you told yourself you couldn't do.
Things you've done and can't change or take back.
I personally hate this feeling,
I wonder.
Do you too, feel this way dear reader?
Do you feel it sit in bed,
with you late at night?
It sometimes feels like I swallowed a bowl of worms.
So many dreams but how do I even begin?
Where do I begin?
The stress begins to eat at me.
My skin feels itchy, prickly even.
I want to believe I can do this.
I can do it all!
But what if you can't?
How can you, just plain old you; do any of this?
What makes you think you will succeed?
The thoughts begin to eat at me,
Maybe I can't do this.
I should wait till tomorrow.
Dear reader, do you know how I feel?

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