I woke up with a groan I really didn't feel like going to school today.I finally got out of bed running my face and looking in the mirror at my messy hair.I decided to call In sick today since I really didn't want to deal with anyone today.
"Yeah sorry I can't make it....yeah I'm feeling a bit down in the waters today"I say on the phone as I walk around my room getting dressed.
"Yeah okay sure I'll do the work no problem..bye"I say as I hang up sighing.I looked out my window and kinda started to cry.
"What if I make the wrong decisions....what if I break someone heart...what if something happens..." I say and I fall to me knees crying.
"I don't want to hurt anyone...why me I'm nothing special...I'm just came all of it is fake" I say as I look in the mirror.All the time I went to school I out on this fake cheerful persona around everyone, when really deep down inside everything's a lie....My laughter....My smile....My personailty...it's all fake.
Really I'm filled with despair.In my past I was ways bullied for being into different thing then everybody else.I like heavy metal while the rest of the girl liked love songs.I liked wearing black and dark colors while the other girl wore pink and bright colors.I was a walking target for bullying because of that.One night the bullying got so bad I was sent to the hospital.I started to hate hero's and villians all at once. Of course my dad was there to help...he was the only one there for me.
I sighed and got up and bushes my hair putting it in a pony tail with some braids on the side. I styled my bangs to go over my eyes since I didn't feel like people worrying about my eye bags.
I walked out the house my head down as I look at my phone.Tons and millions of text messages from my friend from school.I sighed and turned my phone on silent and contiues to walk around the city.I stopped at a boba shop and got me se F/KOB (favorite kind of boba).I sighed and say next to the window of the shop sipping on my boba.
"Oh how I wish I was a outcast again...why me...I'm nothing.........I'm........
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