Aizawa x Reader (First Person POV/Lemon&Fluff)

Why I'm not deleting the assault chapters...

I've told this to a person before when they came forward and told me about this.

This book has been completed for a while now and most of the time if you look through the comments sections you'll find past me saying "well, it's a kink I'm just trying to compensate for those with that kink."

Which at the time was true, I truly thought I was doing no harm making those chapters. Despite being a SA victim when I was a child. I clouded what I was okay with and blurred it into what I thought other people should be okay with.

That was entirely wrong of me, which I realize now. Which brings us to "why don't you delete the chapters"...

Please read the following VERY CAREFULLY.

I am not going to delete/unpublish those chapters because too many people in the public eye, especially celebrities and women, get away with too much when it comes to the mentions of r@pe or SA on others. Why? Because they delete those things. They cower away from their mistakes and instead of learning from them they rely on people forgetting about those posts!

I don't want to be like that. Ever. I've learned from my mistakes and my way of showing you all that is by OWNING UP TO THE SHIT I SAID AND CAUSED and by also SHOWING YOU MY MISTAKE ETERNALLY.

If I am ever famous, I will not forget this. I will not forget the humiliation of this outrageously stupid and immature mistake I made. I cannot imagine the sadness or trauma I put some of you through.

But I refuse to delete those chapters and rely on your forgetfulness over the years. This should and will forever haunt me. As it should.

I will grow from this and I hope you all will grow with me.

In the next book, the first chapter I made was an apology. Even now I can't apologize enough and I don't expect anyone's forgiveness. I shouldn't.

I will be making new chapters in the future for the next book, my schedule is just filled with other things right now. I'm sorry.

But please remember why I'm not deleting/I publishing those things. If I get many more requests to delete or unpublish them I might, per a bigger majorities request, but until then.. I will continue to own up to this mistake I've made.