The two of us(M.R.)

Drowning

Alora's Pov:
It's been a couple of months since christmas, things between Mattheo and I were growing bad. He loses his temper over everything and I try my best to diffuse the situation but it would make it worse. We have spent days with no communication, it began to be hard moving on every day without hearing his voice.

I was outside tracing my knife on my palm, which had scars from the knife. The feeling of the knife on my palm is the only feeling I can get it helps call me down in some weird way. The blood dripped from under the knife down my palm onto the grass

I was sitting on the grass in front of a lake, The water would shimmer from the sunlight. The day was hot and the sky was clear blue. I opened my book and began reading. Reading was a way to take my mind off of everything that was happening it helped me escape reality until I was brought back by an owl landing next to me with a note attached to its foot.

It was not a random owl, it was mattheo's owl. This wasn't going to be good. I grabbed the letter from its leg and the owl flew off, I unrolled the letter and I felt like everything broke.

Alora,
I am sorry to tell this to you over a letter but I think it's best if we didn't see each other anymore. I don't love you, I never did. I haven't been with you because I have feelings for someone different.

Mattheo Riddle.

I read over the letter over and over again to take in every word. After my eyes started to hurt I put the letter down and stared into the lake. I felt tears stream down my face but my body was numb, I just sat there drowning in my own fucked up self.

Mattheo's Pov:
My heart broke after every letter that I wrote. I am lying to her, I love her, always have and always will. There was no other person for merlins sake nobody can compare to her. I didn't notice before but I began crying. My tears streamed down my face and dripped onto to the paper.

I attached the letter to my owls foot and let it free. I could see her from my dorm window but I don't think she knew that. My owl flew to her and sat by her side, she looked over and saw my owl. she instantly knew it was mine.

I watched as she took the letter from my owl and opened it, she began reading it. I could feel tears stream down my face while watching her.

I saw her clench the paper in her hand and she just stared straight ahead. I soon saw the paper turn red and knew it was her blood. I stood up flipping my desk, breaking my chair, punching my walls, breaking every glass item in my room until I came across my christmas gift from her.

I saw the picture frames she got me with moving pictures of us. I grabbed my favorite one, the one of us in the rain dancing and kissing, I gripped the picture frame and fell to the ground.

I felt empty. I lost her. She was the light in my life. Alora was the only person who made me happy.

My heart ached. I was now crying so hard I couldn't breathe. I just wanted her to comfort me. I wanted to be with her. But I couldn't.

A/N: 649 words I know this might seem rushed and not as long as the other chapters but I will try my best. I am so sorry for not posting in so long. I have been busy with school and work but I will try to post more. <3