The two of us(M.R.)

Blood

Alora's Pov:

The summer has came quicker than ever. I have spent everyday since I got his letter in my dorm. nobody visited me in my room the only people that took time out of their day to make sure I was ok except Xander and Ruth.

I would go days without eating. Some days I would put silencing spells on my dorm because I would scream and throw all my stuff around. One day I had forgotten to put a spell on my dorm and I had to talk to Dumbledore, it was quite boring.

Some days I would leave my room at 3 in the morning so I knew nobody would see me and walk around. No matter the circumstances if it was pouring rain, snowing or windy as hell I was always walking around in the dead of night.

Ruth would lay with me to try to help me sleep but no matter what I couldn't sleep. Xander brought in an extra bed to sleep on in my dorm, I appreciated how much they cared for me even if I pushed them away.

I was constantly cutting myself to feel something, anything at that matter. I have gained many scars on my body. One day I had made a somewhat big gash in my mid thigh, the blood gushed out and I placed my hands over it to somewhat stop the blood from flowing.

My bathroom had blood stains everywhere. I couldn't get the energy to clean up. My life just had went downhill and I didn't know how to stop it.

There would days when Xander found me, on my dorm room floor unconscious. It wasn't really good, he was furious and worried. He woke me up and he yelled at me, my door was left open so everyone can hear what he was saying.

"Alora! What the bloody hell were you thinking?"

"Xander, it's not big of a deal please just keep your voice down."

"The hell I won't! Are you crazy?! You were just on the floor unconscious in a pool of blood. Merlin Alora! This is not an everyday thing!"

"xander.."

"are you shitting me?! This has happened before! Merlin Alora, you have not left your dorm for months, you haven't ate anything and you haven't talked in months, no communication with anybody. Me and ruth are worried. You know we see you as a sister. We fucking love you."

"Sorry xander, I didn't mean to upset you."

That day wasn't the best for either of us. I hated upsetting him and ruth, they mean so much to me and I am just afraid of losing them.

Mattheo's Pov:

I was fucked up. I fucked my life up. I hated myself and I hated what I did to Alora even more. My dorm was messed up. Most of my belongings were broken on the floor. I've cut myself some days by the broken glass that laid on my floor.

I was crushed. But I couldn't feel sorry for myself. I am a complete ass. I lied to the girl I loved and I tried feeling sorry for me. I hated every minute of every day that I wasn't with her. I missed her touch, her scent and her voice. I missed the smell of roses and vanilla. The days it would rain, it made me remember her and all the times we would spend out in the rain.

Ever since that moment when Alora read my letter I have not seen her. She hasn't been in the great hall, not in any classes, not in the commons room, not outside by the lake and not in the astronomy tower it was like she vanished.