"Gulf baby do you know where I put my keys?" Mew asks looking around and Gulf chuckles standing up going over to Mew.
"Your always losing things babe you really need to improve on this." Gulf says grinning at his boyfriend and Mew glares with a pout.
"Could you stop teasing me and help me find them?" Mew asks raising a brow and Gulf laughs nodding his head.
"Did you check your pocket?" Gulf asks and Mew checks his pockets looking at Gulf with a done face as he holds out the keys and Gulf smirks. "And this is why you keep coming back to me." Gulf says proudly and kisses Mew on the cheek. "Get going now you don't wanna be late." Gulf teases.
"Oh baby wait till I get home.." Mew says and smirks before leaving.
Mew parks in front of Zee's house (W̸h̸a̸t̸ u̸s̸e̸d̸ t̸o̸ b̸e̸ Z̸e̸e̸'s̸ h̸o̸u̸s̸e̸) and sighs looking at it. He puts a hand on his head closing his eyes. Time has been cru —————— lover... Mew takes out his phone and calls Zee waiting for him to pick up. (H̸e̸ n̸e̸v̸e̸r̸ p̸i̸c̸k̸s̸ u̸p̸) Mew hears it go to voicemail and turns off his phone. If only time had been a little more generous... Maybe if time had been more generous things would be different? Maybe if time had given all of them one more second (T̸h̸i̸s̸ c̸h̸a̸i̸n̸ o̸f̸ e̸v̸e̸n̸t̸s̸ m̸a̸y̸ o̸f̸ n̸o̸t̸ h̸a̸p̸p̸e̸n̸e̸d̸) If Zee had that one last second would things of been different? If he had been more aware? If the young male had shared even a tiny fraction of what he was feeling with anyone? Would things be different?
Probably not....
Perhaps if one of them had been a little more affectionate towards the young male... Listened a little more... you never know how much someone means to you or how much you'd miss them until their gone... Mew chuckles dryly.
"That saying is a bitch but it's true." Mew mutters. Mew sighs and lays his head on the steering wheel.
"Boo!" Someone comes up behind him and Mew jumps looking around glaring at the young male.
"Fuck you Saint!" Mew says glaring at the grinning male as he laughs.
"Couldn't help myself." Saint says with a grin and Mew shakes his head chuckling getting out of the car.
Zee watched from afar and bit his lip looking away. "Fuck my mind..." Zee cursed himself and the second he opens his eyes again the car, Mew, and Saint... they were gone and instead of a bright day it was a gloomy and rainy day. "Fuck everything." Zee says and leans against the window eyes closed. That day is stuck in his head for what seems like eternity.. it hurts him deep inside but it keeps on happening. It keeps on breaking him and wearing him down bit by bit. If only time hadn't been so cruel... Zee turns around and and see's Saint in the kitchen everything bright again as the grinning male cooked breakfast.
"You almost burned the house down last time koala let me do it." Saint says and laughs and for a second Zee let's it be he lets himself imagine it. He lets his wants get the better of him.
"Almost.." Zee mumbles the words and snaps himself out of that imaginative world and falls on his knees holding his heart. The young male wouldn't let him be... he wouldn't let him live in peace. He was slowly going insane each time this happened a little more than before and the second he opens his eyes another image comes. It was the worst one the one he never wanted to relive.
Shattered glass on the floor... Saint crying and starting to hyperventilate. Zee trying desperately to help the male but he pushes him away.
"Stop! Go away!" The helpless and heartbreaking words from the male still ringed in his ears.... "Just go!"
Zee closed his eyes tight holding his head screaming. "Get out of my head!" Zee screamed helplessly and he curls up on the floor tears silently falling. "Stop..." Zee heard his phone ring but he ignored he stayed curled up on the floor holding his head.
"I can't do this anymore...."
