Falling || Park Jimin

CHAPTER 21

***Author's pov****

okay so first of all I just can't get over this picture of Taehyung, that's why I just put it here. 

who all are suffering like me right now??

no worries now let's continue

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***Jungkook's pov***

I saw the ice cream parlor and got an idea of soothing her.

"want some ice cream?" I asked while pointing towards the shop.

"sure" she smiled at me while her eyes were still puffy.

"let's get some" I nodded and smiled back.

wait did I just smile at her, aish!!! I'm so screwed now. 

we went in and she was looking at the menu, it felt like old times when we used to hang out after school to eat ice cream. I wish everything was like before. I sighed and moved in. 

"this one" she pointed with her cute little fingers and looked at me like a tod who was first scolded by her mother then was brought here to calm her down. 

"Okay," I nodded and gave my order. 

"you're not having?" she asked disappointed.

"I don't want to" 

"you'll have it too" she crossed her arms and ordered my favorite, mint chocolate. 

she still remembers!!! 

I looked at her in astonishment.

"what I know you love it" she winked at me and slurped her ice cream.

I took mine and we went outside since it was pleasant outside rather than sitting in that quiet place, it would increase the uneasiness.

****Y/n's Pov**** 

"You okay y/n" Taehyung looked concerned while I couldn't stop my tears from falling.

"I feel like shit Tae" I looked down and started crying.

"Woah stop" he moved further and hugged me. 

"let's get you home, okay" he stroked my hair and patted my head. I simply nodded and moved to sit in his car. 

There was complete silence, I couldn't think of any other thing, Jimin's face popped up every time I tried to close my eyes. 

"try to clear things out between you two, I can't see you two like this" Tae's voice broke me out of my thoughts, his words struck deep inside my heart. they were aching but it was tolerable.

"huh," I just glanced at him and nodded, and reverted my gaze outside. The full moon was shining brightly it looked like a lampost guiding us through this dark road, suddenly I saw someone familiar in front of an ice cream parlor, I concentrated to look at him and then.

"that's Jungkook, right? I asked Taehyung since the car was fast I couldn't clearly make out, the girl with the short hair laid her head peacefully on her shoulders as if they were close. That sight brought tears to my face again. I didn't want to cry so I just looked away. 

"no, he's not" Taehyung mumbled and geared up.  

I know for sure he was Jungkook, I saw clearly. My heart broke into a million pieces and heated into different pieces. I laid my head on the seat and closed my eyes.

"y/n" I heard a whisper. I opened my eyes to see Taehyung looking at me with a smile.

"we're here" He whispered and jolted back to his place. 

"already?" I was shocked because my apartment was far from where we came back.

"yeah you fell asleep" he rubbed the back of his neck and giggled.

"aish!!" suddenly my head started spinning, I wanted to throw up again but I controlled it. 

"you okay?" he asked with a concerned look. 

"Yeah, I'm fine." I got down and waved him. 

he reversed the car and drove back. I feel so stupid for asking him to drop me home, I freaking ruined his night. I'll apologize tomorrow morning. 

I went up and locked the door, it was pitch dark and somehow I liked the warmth the darkness was giving. I went into my room which was faintly lit due to the moonlight coming through the window. I looked out and whispered to the moon who was shining brightly. 

"why do I feel like this?" 

why isn't life fair with me, it gives me a two-minute pleasure and then snatches it away, I feel like I'm the one who was on top of the list of sufferers and I think love is not written in my palm lines. I laid on the bed and stretched my arms and legs wide open. Tears started to fall as if they were waiting to come out. Flashback of Jimin was crystal clear in front of me. The way he looked at me at the party as if I belonged to him, the way he looked concerned. while thinking and crying over it again I felt like throwing up, I rushed to the bathroom and threw all of it. 

"aish!!! why do I feel like this these days?"

I came out and changed myself into pajamas and dozed off to sleep.    

The next morning I woke up and felt like eating anything I get, I was way too hungry, it was also because I didn't eat anything at night. 

I went out rubbing my eyes and saw Rose cooking, I glanced over to the dining table, and to my surprise, Jimin and Jungkook were already sitting and eating. 

"good morning," Jungkook said with the sweetest voice, for a second I forgot where he was last night and smiled at him. 

"morning" I sat and looked at Jimin who looked like wanted to say a lot but couldn't. I really can't see him like this.  

"how come today you are here?" I nibbled my sandwich and asked him. 

"last night we were late back home and I forgot to bring groceries" He smiled his rabbit smile and started with his omelet. 

I looked at Jimin confusingly. what does he mean by 'we'? Is Jimin staying with him too? ahh, I wanted to bang my head too hard, I have so many questions but I just can't ask either of them. 

"you okay" Rose put her hand on my shoulder and said.

"Yeah, I'm good" I faked a smile and glanced once more at Jimin. he was looking only at me. I looked down and hurried with my breakfast. 

I know it was a boring chapter but stay tuned for further updates. 

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yours - AuthorMin