what do you want?! [Seungmin X OC]

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I sit on the stairwell, just staring out into space blankly.

"yah." Jeongin says, then sits next to me, "what are you thinking about?"

"huh?" I ask.

"nothing.." he smiles, "I heard Seungmin confessed."

"yeah.." I sigh.

"what do you think of it?" he asks me curiously.

"well... I don't know." I sigh, "I want to stay like this with you, and him too.." I say, "but I can't ignore either of you or my feelings and emotions."

"what do you see me as?" he asks me, "have you ever once thought of me, as a man?"

"i.." I say, unsure of what to say, "my feelings are mixed right now."

"but have you? just once?" he asks me curiously.

"i..." I say, "yes."

"Seungmin?" he asks me.

"yes, him too..." I say, "but those feelings are..."

"gone?" he asks.

"no.. they're still there... but.. I just want to shove them deep down. but.. I can't." I sigh, "and it makes me so upset, you don't understand."

"why?" he asks me.

"because..." I say, "I just want to be good friends with the both of you... but these feelings.. they just keep coming back.." I sob.

"it's okay." he says, giving me a back rub, "just take your time with it and don't stress over it too much."