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PARADISE | JUJUTSU KAISEN VARIOUS
THE ILLEGITIMATE CHILD OF A WEALTHY DUKE FAMILY. Thats who I was in this current situation. No matter what I did or how I looked everyone who worked for the duke knew that I wasn't the real child of the Duke, which meant that they could treat me however they saw fit. It was always like this. Ever since that day. Since that stupid day, where a big misunderstanding had occurred everyone had started treating me like absolute trash. And what hurt the most was that the duke never stopped any of it, he just let it slide and let it happen right under his nose.
"Lady. Wake up now." I heard someone whispering above me. Even though I was fast asleep, I was able to wake up even by the smallest presence of someone, this is how it's always been. Constantly looking over my shoulder. No matter what situation it was, I'd always have to double look to see if anyone was approaching me with the intent of killing me. "Lady." The voice said, calling out to my attention. I knew it was a matter of time before whoever was calling out to me would get annoyed. I was drowsy when I was lost in my thoughts that I couldn't answer the call right away. It was a moment later when I heard a rustling sound from the back. I was somewhat awake from sleep now. I was about to put my strength to my body to get myself up from the bed. A lightning-like pain was felt on my forearm from outside the comforter. From this feeling I immediately sat up, griping my forearm in pain. I knew what was happening, this happened all the times I had been revived but this time it happened way too sooner. I decided to lift up my sleeve and check my arm. Seeing double the amount of bruises that was littered around my arm. I frowned, seeing double the amount all over my arm. My forearm was covered with blue bruised scars of many different needs. I saw blood being dripped from my forearm. "You're awake now." I turned my head towards that direction to see a brown hair girl with lots of freckles. She was a maid. She was observing me with the face of mockery and some kind of satisfaction. I just looked at her. I wasn't even surprised anymore. I was used to this.
When I only glared at her with no words said, the maid acted as if nothing happened. "I've prepared the bathing water for you in the bathroom so go and wash yourself first, lady." An evil smile was reflected on her face as she started to make the bed. I sat still, biting on my lower lip, but was forced to enter the bathroom due to the maid's push. She told me she prepared the bathing water, but the only thing in the empty bathroom was a bucket filled with cold water. This was another thing that was normal to me. No matter what I did this would happen. I knew this all too well. I couldn't complain because in the end the maid would always end up winning. All I could do was bite my tongue and get into this bath. I took my bath myself in silence. I even got dressed myself once I was done. I took this time to take in my surroundings. Even being revived over and over again nothing ever became easy for me. "Lady. Breakfast has been prepared. Are you done yet?" The maid urged from the other side of the bathroom door. I kept biting my tongue, I wanted to retort back to her, say something snarky but I knew that wouldn't end well because to them I was the villainess, I wanted to make needle marks on that bitch just as she did to me but I had to give it more time for me to investigate everything first. Because unfortunately, I was in a state where I couldn't even speak freely of what I wanted to speak. The moment I stepped out the bathroom, drying my face with the towel, I could see the table all set with some food on it like the maid had said. "Take a seat, lady." I was pulled by the maid's hand and sat on the seat by the table. As soon as I did though, I couldn't do anything but to frown.
The food prepared as a meal for a human didn't look edible at all. On the plate was a piece of blue moldy bread and on the bowl was a kind of thick grey soup with undefined solids floating around. "Hurry up and eat. I know you're hungry." The maid smiled widely as she urged me to eat. I clenched my teeth and glared at her. Seeing this I knew what she wanted, I knew she wanted me to lash out so she can play the victim card, but I wasn't going to give her what she wanted. I sorrowfully glared at the maid standing next to me enjoying my misery. My hands held onto the spoon and scooped up a spoonful of rotten soup. My wills of me not wanting to eat this may have affected my movements as my hands with the spoon started to tremble on its way to my mouth. The drops of grey liquid fell on the table. In the end, the spoon with the soup was shoved into my forcefully opened mouth. Once the rotten food entered my mouth the sensation of it was horrible. But I had to continue, I wasn't going to give in. My body continued to act on its own as it forcefully gulped down the garbage water which has entered my mouth, down my throat. I didn't stop, I went on and grabbed the rotten bread and started eating it. The maid who watched, gasped, as if she didn't expect me to really eat it. I was tired of this. Once I finished eating my lovely food I set my plate down,, the urge to throw all of this food up at once was overwhelming me. I forced that down as well. I let out a breath, seeing that I passed another hard stage for me. The maid's face paled at the sight of me forcefully eat the overdue foods. I saw that there was spoiled milk I grabbed that, trying to end this as quickly as I can. Right as I started this my second eldest brother entered my room. "What're you doing?" he said watching what I was doing. "Y-Young master Fushiguro!" The maid came to panic at the sudden appearance of Toji. Me, on the other hand, didn't have the time to focus on that. I dropped the glass of spoiled milk, having the glass shatter all over the floor, I couldn't take it anymore, had to cover my mouth with both my hands so fast. I ran so fast to the bathroom. The moment I entered I went to the toilet and let out everything that was consumed.
I guess the spoiled milk was the final straw. Everything came out. I was sure even those who weren't in my room could hear my agony. A strand of salvia escaped my mouth. Once I was done I flushed the toilet. I had to rewash my mouth again. To try and get rid of this awful taste from my mouth. I felt myself tearing up due to this unfair situation and the disgust. Once I was calm and composed I walked out to my room back where those two were. Toji stood there with his unreadable expression and the maid from earlier stood there with this fearful expression. "Hey, are you oka-" before he could finish his sentence he turned to look at the mess. He observed really carefully. Seeing the empty plate of rotten soup, moldy bread, and spoiled milk on the floor. It was a mess. No one would be able to guess that this was served to a lady from the duke family. Not even the commoners would eat these garbage for breakfast. "Hey, what did you just feed her?" said Toji turning to face the maid. "Y,-Young master! th-this is, well-" she said stuttering, trying the best to come up with an answer to what she had caused, seeing that she was caught in action of her mistake. Seeing that the maid wasn't going to respond he glared to her. Making his suffocating aura even more suffocating. "This is more than enough humiliating to dare mock our family! A mere maid like you, doing these things to the one she's serving." he said with anger laced in his voice. "Young master! That, that's a misunderstanding! Young master!" she said trying her best to calm down and try to prove her innocence towards Toji. Having enough of her and her action he yelled at her to get lost, being scared out of her wits she ran out of my room.
Safe to say that I was satisfied with what happened right in front of me. Seeing her get punished was the greatest feeling ever. But what shocked me even more was seeing Toji shake his head, looking down at what ai was eating. Feeling angry at what happened to me. "I'll kindly explain this whole thing to my father and brother. Is there someone out there? Butler!" he said. Walking towards the door trying to find someone. This sight was something that I thought I would never see in my life. But I know that I must never get used to this sight. Once he had reported this situation to whoever came to check up on this situation Toji came back into my room. He walked towards where I was sitting. He crouched down and gently placed his hand on my shoulder, checking to see if I was okay. "Hey are you okay?" he said examining me and my complexion. "Why were you eating this crap so pitifully? You should've just flipped the table and yelled like how you normally are." said Toji voicing his concern to me. I couldn't tell if he was being genuine. Watching him, taking a closer look, I remembered all the times I have died by his hands. Many of my deaths came from him, all because of his darn temper. But I knew better than responding back to him that would rile up his temper. "Hey you look really ill. Should I call for a physician or something?" Toji said seeing that I kept covering my mouth, trying my best not to vomit out my stomach.
I wanted to reply to him, crying out, begging him. But I knew better. I already knew how he would treat me once he saw that side of me. I knew that you didn't mean any of it.
"Don't bother." I said towards him, shaking off his touch, looking down at the floor. I knew no matter how much I craved this love from my adopted family I knew this was all fake.
