Everybody Loves Skittles (TASTE THE DAMN RAINBOW) BOOK II

148. Different Mentality

"...you'd lose your only son..." Rainbow Dash's words came back to his brain. Hearing his son say those words.....

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   "This isn't like you dad...and this also explains why she's never really been okay with coming here. I can't believe this...I WON'T belive it. This isn't the dad I know and love..." Blaze said, staring at his father, his eyes now glassed over. "T-this isn't the idol I looked up to..." Rainbow added, looking into Wind Rider's eyes. Suddenly, she saw fear in his eyes. She also saw major confusion, and sincerity. He backed up from Rainbow Dash slowly, observing the situation he was just in.

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   "I.......I am so sorry....." He said, his voice kind of shaky. His eyes moved to Blaze, who was glaring at him with glossy eyes. Blaze's eyes softened a little when he saw how terrified his dad suddenly looked. Blaze recognized this as one of his "extreme terror" states. His veins were visible in his forehead, and his forearms. His chest moved slowly, but shaking.

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   "Dad?" Blaze choked. "Her face....her body....everything about her..." Wind Rider said. "What?" Both Rainbow Dash and Blaze said. "She reminded me of your mother....from when we were teens...I'm so sorry Rainbow Dash....." He clarified. "I did not mean for any of this to happen....I snapped into a different mentality....similar to how I was when I was a teenager. And when I was with Cloudia. I'm so sorry...to both of you." He said.

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   He held his head in his hands, and for the first time ever, Blaze actually saw him crying. Memories of his mother came back to Wind Rider, and the more that came, the longer he cried. "D-dad?" Blaze said, stepping a little closer. "I'm so sorry. I'm so, so sorry..." Wind Rider repeated. "Dad it's okay....you didn't mean it..." Blaze assured him. "It's not okay Blaze. It's not okay at all. None of this is okay. The fact that this even happened is not okay." Wind Rider said, shaking his head.

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   Rainbow stared at the both of them, and wiped her eyes dry. "It's fixable dad--" "No the hell it isn't. The damage I've done to her is irreversible. I'm not a teenager anymore, so my actions were on a MUCH more extreme level." Wind Rider sighed shakily, and covered his mouth with his hand while staring at the floor.

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   "I would also understand if you never forgive me for this....excuse me for a moment...." Wind Rider said, getting up and leaving the room.

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