Why?....awesamdude

FUCK YOU

Thank you all of you for actually reading this abomination (:
Tw:blood, fighting (words and physical )

(I didn't reread this chapter cause it's 4AM)
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For the past week I worried and stressed about Tommy, if he was ok and healthy. It was a rainy day, lightning, and thunder could be heard outside. I was currently in my base doing some trading, I was wearing a black skirt, with a sports bra originally I was wearing a white long sleeve shirt but decided to train, I was to lazy to change into something for comfortable.

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I got tired and just sat on the floor trying to clear my mind, I couldn't let go of the Tommy situation I got really frustrated and admittedly punched the wall, making my hand bleed from how hard I punched.

I stood there frozen looking down at my bloody hand, I wiped a little bit of my blood off with the tip of my other hand. I stared at it for about a minute until licking it off my finger. I turned around and whipped the drop of sweat on my head, I was deep in thought before someone cut me off, "Blair?" a familiar voice called out, I walked out of the room and saw Ponk he looked sad but also sacred.

"Yea?" I respond with walking up to him.

"Sam need-..WTF!?" Ponk yells looking down at my hand soaked with my own blood.

"It's fine, now what did Sam need?" I ask tilting his head up with my non bloody hand.

"H-he needs to talk to you, he's right outside."

"Oh ok." My voice went low and cold, I didn't want to talk to Sam at all, I walked past Ponk leaving him worried and afraid.

I walked out of my base onto the wet green grass, sad looking trees, and into the cold heavy rain. I didn't care I got wet I was already a mess.

"What now?" I asked walking a few feet in front of Sam.

"Bla-" Sam started but admittedly stoped when looking towards me.

"Yea I know I'm shirtless and will probably get a cold but I don't care."

Sam sighed and continued, "look, I'm sorry but..Dream....he....he beat Tommy to death."

My eyes widen, I started shacking, and breathing heavily. I could feel my body becoming colder every second the rain reached my bare body, tears started running down my cheeks, feeling my own blood running down my hand dripping onto the wet green grass, and my mind replacing all the memories I had with him. Tommy was everything to me, he was a brother, a son. I was filled with sadness and guilt.

But soon all of that turned into anger and revenge. I look up at Sam walking towards him, "I TOLD YOU SAM, I TOLD YOU HE WOULD DIE IN THERE!!!" I yelled at him with pure anger,

"I-I'm sorry..."

"I DONT GIVE A FUCK! I TRUSED YOU!!"

"I didn't know Dream would kill him..."

"FUCK DREAM, FUCKING BITCH!!!"

"Please, calm down..." Sam said moving his hand on my shoulder.

"FUCK NO, TOMMY WAS LIKE A BROTHER TO ME, NO, HE WAS MORE LIKE A SON TO ME!!! HE WAS EVERYTHING I FIGHT FOR AND ALWAYS FIGHT FOR!!!" I yelled at him slapping his hand off my shoulder.

"Plea-"

"FUCK YOU!" I yelled for the last time before I punched him in the face, his jaw was covered in blood because I had used my bloody hand. I didn't want to fight anymore I just wanted to break down and cry, I turned around walking back towards my base leaving Sam holding his jaw in the cold rain.

Once I was inside I broke down right them and there, letting the darkness and pain overcome me. I fell into my knees trying to catch my breath but soon i was in a ball crying out pain, covered in blood and rain. I heard foot steps come towards me I look up to see ponk and Punz standing above me. I asume Punz had came in.

"Blair..." ponk says softly keeling down to my level and picking me up.

"Come on, let's get you cleaned up." Punz spoke leading us to the bathroom that was in my room.

ponk sat my down in the bathroom while Punz trying to find some clothes for me.

"Get cleaned up and then we can all cuddle or do what ever you want." Punz told me handing me some clothes, I nodded making Punz push ponk out the room, himself walking out closing the door behind him.

I set the clothes on the counter I turned on the shower and started getting undressed before getting into it. I gently washed my body removed all the sweat and dry blood, next washing my hair after I stood in there rethinking about everything I had just lost the most important person in my life. I shook my head removing the thought out of my head so I wouldn't start crying.

I got out of the shower and got changed into some shorts and a black hoodie that probably belonged to Ponk, I dried my hair and walked out into my room seeing Punz wearing one of my hoodies and Ponk wearing one of Punz's hoodies.

"Were hear for you, you can cry we'll cuddle and confort you." Ponk said holding his arms out.

I felt tears starting to form, I ran into his arms letting my tears fall soon we all cuddled up onto my bed. I cried in pain while Punz and Ponk held my tightly and telling me sweet things.
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Look I don't know how to comfort people or people that lose someone.

Like what are you supposedly do because when I was in that situation I just cried in pain alone (':

Anyways bye bye!!