i've started to realize that the things i've done started to swarm me again . i know that's not a worthy explaination , nothing will ever be . i'm so sorry , but i've just been sick of regret .
but , remember this ! this is not your fault ; it is my own . please , never blame yourself for this . i want you all to be happy . you don't deserve to pay the penance of regret because it wasn't ever your fault .
i love you all and thanks for loving me unconditionally , i've never really felt that .
