Your Eyes Tell Something Else || Taejin ☑️

It was complicated

Tae's POV :

I was waiting for Bogum at a posh restaurant, playing with my earrings to pass some time. I wasn't expecting him to be late while he was the one who wanted to meet up with me in the first place. He arrived after about 10 mins. I wasn't in a good mood but I still accepted the dinner date to forget a certain someone. I dressed up prettily in a lose white tee shirt and a pair of three-quarter black trousers. I don't know why but Bogum was looking excited and nervous. He was hiding something behind his back. When I opened my mouth to ask what was the reason behind the sudden dinner plan, before I could finish a word, he took my hand and tied a pretty looking bracelet on my wrist. "Will you date me?" He asked. I was only a bit surprised (coz I already knew that he liked me but then after my "pitiful confession" to a certain someone before his eyes, I wasn't expecting him to propose me without even bringing the topic of that certain someone once). We ate our dinner. I was hungry coz I skipped my lunch that day. That certain someone had broken my heart without even rejecting me. Bogum kept asking me if I was okay. Bogum is a good person. A very good friend. More caring than that certain someone. But for some unknown reasons, I couldn't accept him as my boyfriend. Coz I knew that I wouldn't be able to bring myself to get physically involved with any other guy. I talked to him about Seokjin and my one-sided love. Bogum turned his face to the side and it seemed as if he was suppressing himself from saying something in reply. After a while, he spoke "He came to my house the day before we were going on that trip. He sounded desperate to take confirmation from me that I wouldn't touch you. You know, I got that type of vibe from him..like...how to put it..."Tae likes me so u back off, but I won't love Tae back either".... You know, Tae, Seokjin can never be a good lover to you, you know why? He would always put his own family before you and even if he dates you, he would get married to a girl when time comes, leaving you all alone and broken".

I felt hopeful listening to Bogum's words...so much so that I didn't even care about the last part at all. All that mattered to me at that moment was that Seokjin was possessive about me. Bogum & I were super close. Dating or not it didn't matter to me atleast. I gave a tight hug to him before bidding him a goodbye and driving off from there. Bogum must have felt bad but knowing myself, I would continue to be his friend for lifetime, I was super sure about that. I wanted to meet up with Seokjin...I wanted to hug him for eternity. I texted him "where are you now" and he replied that he was at "Moonlight Bar". I saw his car parked outside the bar and so I entered the place. I thought that this was our time to share a drink together and have a heart to heart like I promised him when our fight got resolved.

The moment I stepped into that place and saw Seokjin surrounded by 6 girls (who were dressed indecently) sitting on a couch with a bottle of whiskey in his hand, his shirt entirely unbuttoned and hands of those girls hovering all over his body, I was completely stunned and dumbfounded. One of the girls was even unbuckling his belt and running her hands on his private area and I still stood there like an idiot, tears rolling down from my eyes. Seokjin's eyes met mine. "Taehyungah! Aish, u r here. Don't tell PD Nim that I am going to sleep with these 6 girls tonight". I didn't want to waste a single second on that man anymore. I stormed out of that bar and before leaving, out of extreme anger, I even punctured Seokjin's car tyre with a pin that I was carrying with me. My shirt and heart were wet with my tears.

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