If You Love Me So - ShigaDabi

Change? - Part 18

⚠️(W: Minor nsfw)⚠️

"Toga stop." Magne said as she took a sip of wine.

 The four were sitting at the dinner table, eating their food. Well, everyone except Toga. She was just glaring at Chisaki who was across the table from her, picking at his food with an uncomfortable look. 

"Shigaraki. You do know he was the guy who bullied you in high school right...?" Toga said not looking away from the brown haired man. Chisaki now had a sad expression, he wanted to forget everything he did and just start over.

"I'm fully aware of who he is and what he did...But he apologized, and I forgave him, now eat." Tomura said, irritated. "Why would you forgive him?! You know how many times you came to me crying because of him!? How many times you came to me to be patched up because HE hurt you!?" Toga yelled standing up, finally looking away from Chisaki and at Tomura. "That-" Tomura was cut off, "Don't say "that's in the past", for me it happened just yesterday!" Toga yelled.

Everyone was silent. "You still have scares from him.... You cry because you STILL believe what HE said..." Toga paused.

"And what he did didn't just hurt you, it hurt me and Magne to see you like that." Toga said calmly. She looked like she was going to cry, Chisaki did too. Tomura got up quickly and walked to his room, slamming the door behind him. 

Chisaki stood up, running after him. Toga tried to but was stopped by Magne who was shaking her head.

"Hey.." Chisaki said sitting on Tomura's bed. Tomura was under his blanket; you could hear muffled crying. Chisaki didn't know what to do, what to say.

 "Um..I'm sorry..I shouldn't have stayed over." Chisaki said. 

Tomura sat up, still wrapped in his blanket. He began to laugh after a bit, "What?" Chisaki questioned. He pulled the blanket off of Tomura's head. Tears were falling... but He was laughing? Chisaki looked at him concerned, "Do I need to call Toga and Magne?" Chisaki worried. 

"No!" Tomura blurted, "You didn't know this would happen..I didn't know this would happen, well I knew it was a possibility..But still. Stop apologizing." Tomura laughed, whipping tears away.

 Chisaki was mesmerized, he couldn't look away. "What?" Tomura questioned. Chisaki placed his hand on Tomura's cheek, lightly rubbing it with his thumb. "W..What are you.." Tomura stuttered looking away from the man in front of him.

 "Can I kiss you?" Chisaki asked, Tomura looking at him in shock. "Just one?" Chisaki asked, Tomura didn't know what to do. 

"J..Just one." Tomura gave in. Chisaki smiled before leaning in, kissing the smaller man's lips. Chisaki couldn't stop now. Tomura began pulling away, finding Chisaki's lips once more. Tomura wanted to stop. Chisaki didn't. Chisaki pushed Tomura onto the bed, pushing his tongue into the others mouth. Tomura's eye's widened as he tried pulling away, seeing he couldn't.  Tomura looked into Chisaki's eyes with anger, all he saw in Chisaki's was nothing more than lust. 

Chisaki began slipping his hands under Tomura's shirt, Tomura letting out grunts hoping he would take the hint and stop. Chisaki traced Tomura's ribs, then made his way up. Tomura let out light moans, he hated that it felt good. Tomura couldn't breathe. He wanted to die. 

Chisaki finally pulled his lips away from the blue haired mans. Looking at the man under him, eyes widening as he watched tears filled Tomura's eyes as the two caught their breath. Tomura looked both scared and mad, Chisaki felt his eyes sting with tears. "You said you changed." Tomura croaked, punching Chisaki's chest. 

Chisaki bit his lip, pulling Tomura into his arms. Tomura began hitting Chisaki's back, "I'm sorry." Chisaki whispered over and over. Tomura bit his lip, closing his eyes as he fell into the others embrace. Chisaki fell onto his back, pulling Tomura on top of him. Tomura sniffled as Chisaki rubbed his back. "You said one kiss." Tomura said, yanking on the others shirt. "I know...I couldn't help myself. I finally got to kiss you..." Chisaki said now running his fingers through Tomura's fluffy hair.

 "Do you like me?" Tomura asked perking his head up to look him in the eyes. Chisaki sighed before nodding, "I have for a while." Chisaki whispered. "Stupid." Tomura said, putting his head back down and closing his eyes. "I know." Chisaki said, closing his eyes as well. They both began to fall asleep.

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"Leaving?" Yuui asked. Dabi was putting his shoes on while she sat up, letting her blankets fall to reveal her naked body. "Ya..Don't want the old man getting mad." Dabi frowned as he put his phone in his pocket. "No goodbye kiss?" Yuui pouted. "Ya ya. So needy~" Dabi smirked as he walked over to her.

Dabi walked into his home, putting his jacket on the rack and taking his shoes off. He walked to the kitchen, pouring water into a glass cup he got from the cabinet.

 "Where have you been?" A boy's voice was heard, Dabi turned. It was his younger brother, Shoto. "Did I wake you up?" Dabi asked. "No..I couldn't sleep..Though you probably would have with how loud your footsteps are." Shoto said sitting on a stool that was in front of the bar table. "My bad, next time I'll be louder." Dabi smirked, sitting next to Shoto. "Were you with that bitch you call a girlfriend?" Shoto asked. "Watch it Sho." Dabi glared. 

"She isn't good for you." Shoto said with a yawn. "The same could be said about me." Dabi said before taking a sip of water, cringing at how cold it is. "You know you don't have to keep pretending. Love who you want..." Shoto said putting his head down. "Wish it were that easy bud." Dabi said with a sad smile.

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