My nightmares

Oh nah bby that ain't gonna work

(So this was from a few days ago and i didn't get to update bc of parents I'll have another one out by today I think and then another one tomorrow)

Ok deadass I need her to leave me for a few days to let me sleep in peace because I woke up looking like a zombie

So basically I had a nightmare and it involved my significant other who we'll be calling fc                (it's a nickname don't ask) anyway Emma knows who they are since I talk to them a lot                             (no they do not know about Emma I'm not trying to scare them off)  so Emma decided it would be a great idea to include them in my nightmare in which we are having a school lock down that was not a drill. I'm kinda scared of those kind of things considering I've been in one when I was in kindergarten (yes this is true and it was not fun at all we were all crying because the teacher was crying too) so in the nightmare I was in the same class as fc along with a couple of friends of mine and we were playing around then all of a sudden we hear "LOCKDOWN THIS IS NOT A-" and then a gunshot so we're all freaking out and we hid in a corner and then one of my friends lets call him eddy he said it was fake and I looked at him and  whispered "bitch if you do not get your fat ass in this goddamn corner I will kill you myself" he looked at me and said yeah right. I got mad and got up to pull him to the corner and fc said "no don't do it what if the shooter see's you-" 

(Btw There was no teacher we were in like an empty classroom)

And guess what? The fucking shooter started shooting in the window (wtf do doors have those in school?) and guess who it hit's?  It hits eddy 🤦‍♀️.  Everyone starts panicking and fc and another friend of mine uhh let's call her den they try to calm everyone down and I help out eddy the shooter is trying to open the door in which I fucking ran to lock it then got hurt by the glass.He gives up and walks away and I go back and try to stop eddy from bleeding out. Everyone takes out their phone to say goodbye or to inform their parents what was happening. Eddy says "hey um sorry for not listening but can you open my phone and text my mom that I love her and what's happening?" I say yes and do it for him and I hid him in the corner of the classroom where everyone else was and I went back to get my phone  to do the same but then the door gets busted down and it was the shooter I try to stop him but I got shot in a result (not me thinking I can stop him) then the police came in but before they can do anything the shooter does the one thing I fucking prayed he wouldn't do  He shoots fc and then I woke up crying cause like I really do care about them and that shit broke me

So yeah it wasn't like monster scary more like real world scary also this was a bit rushed bc my step mom kept telling me to hurry up so that I can clean the bathroom and do chores so yeah have a good day/night/afternoon