Separation Anxiety | Taegyu

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"So what are you two dating?!" an outraged Taehyun yelled to the taller sitting on his bed. The two hung out at Taehyun's after school like usal.

"So you saw? And no we're not dating!" he made himself comfortable on the bed pulling out the game controller, "Can we not talk about this now"

"So you just ate his face for nothing? You're telling me you two are not dating after kissing him like that?!" raising his voice, throwing a fit. Beomgyu couldn't wrap his head around what's getting him so worked up, Taehyun himself didn't know either. Why is he so angry?

"Yes. Soobin and I are not dating! Why are you making a fuss out of this?!"

Taehyun wanted to say something but words wouldn't formulate. It was like his lungs were sticking with each and his throat was getting clumped.Crouching down while holding onto his throat he gasped for air, with rapid breathing.

Getting up in conrean, "Taehyun! It's happening again?!" luckily there was a water bottle on his desk, the taller grabbed it and opened it for Taehyun to glup. He let out a few coughs, "Beomgyu..hold me please." he desperately weep as Beomgyu held him tightly softly creasing his hair.

"I'm sorry Taehyun, your okay now..shh"

Sniffing Taheyun felt his breathing return to its normal pace and his throat open its airway. Weird. Truly, it was like Beomgyu's touch was his medicine.

He looked up at the taller, "Just tell me why you kissed him if you're not dating. Don't tell me you two are 'friends with benefits' or something."

He sighed, pulling Taehyun on the bed with his hands still wrapped around him, "It was to explore his sexuality. He asked of me."

"W-what?"

"It started in the beginning of sophomore year as a joke and eventually, we just didn't stop. Soobin was curious about his sexuality from a young age but was never allowed to explore it because of his homophobic parents, there was no way they'd let him get a boyfriend. So to experiment.."

Taehyun cut him off, "He asked you to be his guinea pig?" shocked at what he was hearing.

"Yeah kind of. Of course he gave me a choice not like I was forced or anything. I agreed and at first I thought he was joking, I mean kissing me to see whether you actually like boys are not? But after a few kisses it benefited the both of us. When I was stressed I had someone to lean on physically and he had someone to explore himself with. I mean, I thought by now we would stop but I don't know...no one called the quits."

Taehyun still trying to wrap this around his head questioned, "So Soobin is gay but what about you? Do you perhaps...like boys?"

Immediately taking his hands off the other, the brown haired boy blushed, hiding his face, "W-what type of question?", "I-I don't know."

"Well you enjoy kissing Soobin...another boy."

"Yeah..I guess so, I mean i don't know! I'm not ready to label myself yet."

Taehyun held his hand and placed it back on his waist leaning closer, "Okay I understand you don't have to answer that don't worry." Placing his hands on the tallers cheek, cupping his face, "Can you do me a favor?"

"Mhm?" he nodded.

"Stop kissing Soobin. If you need someone to de-stress or physically rely on you, use me...you can kiss me instead."

"Huh? W-what are you talking about? I can't -"

Putting his finger on his lips, "Sh. You can. I use your physical touch anyways why can't you do the same? I mean it's just kissing...touch in a d-differnt way."

The brown haired boy, blushing, held onto Taehyun's shoulder, "Are you really fine with it?" Gaining his contest one more time the taller stared into Taehyun's lips and slowly-

"Taehyun oppa mom's calling you...what's going on?"

The two boys nervously standing at the opposite side of the room awkwardly chuckled, "n-othing we'll go right now!"

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Spinning around on Soobin's swivel chair, "Soo you kiss Beomgyu to explore your sexuality? And it works in both your favours. But that kiss didn't seem like just an experiment to me." the pink haired boy, Yeonjun was questioning Soobin. He got him to confess everything after he told him that he had caught the two.

Soobin looking down said, "W-what do you mean?"

Pulling his chair closer the pink haired said, "You like Beomgyu don't you?"

Face turning red the blue haired boy almost fell out of his chair, "S-so what?!" Sighing, "Its unrequited love anyways. Ever since Taehyun came into his life he's been so...distant. It's like he completely dropped me for him."

"And your scared that Beomgyu might be in love with this taheyun dude?"

Sighing not wanting to admit the sad truth, "He is in love with him. The way he looks at him, talks to him, lets him cling on him. The cold antisocial Beomgyun would never, Taehyun changed him."

"Hmm it seems we have a lot in common." Yeonjun sighed as his mind wondered to a traumatizing time from the past.

"What do you mean?"

After yeonjun had told him the story of him kissing a guy to explore his own sexuality and later figured out he liked boys , he felt extremely horrible for breaking his ex girlfriends heart.

Soobin was shocked to hear that, he felt that yeonjun and him were meant to meet.

I mean looking at Yeonjun the boy felt jealous, he had his nails painted, his bright pink hair and light makeup on. (not saying that you have to be gay to wear makeup and paint ur nails bc you don't! Sorry back to the story) The boy seemed confident in his sexuality everything Soobin wasn't. From his homophobic parents to him sneaking around kissing his best friend who he actually was in love with was all insecurities , Soobin was scared.

Looking up at the pink haired boy with slight tears forming in his eyes he smiled, voice cracking a bit, he said,

"Yeonjun I think you're really cool and amazing."