Comfort Oneshots✧

✧Helplessly In Denial✧

TW ;; F*ghting , mental breakdowns , denial , etc . please skip this chapter if you are uncomfortable with these topics . This also has to do with the ship Komahina , but with more . . . Of a realistic turn of how their relationship would truly be . As Nagito is obsessive and helplessly in love , but Hajime is dense and unknowingly hurtful to the ones around him . This is just a way to vent about an ex of mine .

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Yet another fight.. leaving the luckster in tears as the brunette slammed the door, soft agony filled laughter left the frail males mouth as his tears turned into sobs. One of his long hands made its way to his tangled hair as he got a big chunk into a grip before tugging over and over again, it was his way of coping. "Despair.. that's what I'm feeling, right? Like the worlds.." A hiccup escaped him. "Crumbling down on me.. like I'm on the grounds roots and can't ever get up, like nothing will get better. But Hajime wouldn't bring me despair! He's just.. trying to bring me hope!" ....

Denial.
Denial of all that's wrong,
From the yelling..
Shattered glass..
Tears..
Everything.
He denied it was wrong.

The brunette sighed, clenching a fist against his face as he walked away from the mess. He couldn't even remember what they fought about, but he didn't want to.. grabbing his phone from his pocket he dialed his best friend Kazuichi's number, waiting a few moments while leaning against a bench in the park. After almost fifteen minutes of calling endlessly, the pinkette finally picked up. "Hajime.. it's almost three in the morning, I'm trying to sleep." He whined, the male hadn't even noticed the time. "Sorry Kaz, I won't call again this late, but-" he got cut off by a sigh. "That's what you said the last time Hajime, and the time before that.. let me guess, I need to come pick you up from the park since you and Komaeda fought again?" He asked tiredly through the phone, keeping the reserve course quiet for awhile before groaning, a facepalm took place, that was all the mechanic had to know as an answer. "Jesus.. what'd you even fight about this time?"

He couldn't remember,
He couldn't remember..
He couldn't-

The silverette hummed softly, having his ear buds in to listen to sweet piano melodies. It was his way of coping with all the fighting the couple had endured recently, he didn't understand why they had to fight.. but he continued listening to the music as a way to distract himself.
Then Hajime came into the room, not looking so happy.. "Hina- Hajime?" He was still in the habit of calling his boyfriend 'Hinata-kun', but tried to stop whenever asked to.
"Nagito.. look at me and take the ear buds out." The slightly shorter male demanded, of course, the silverette didn't do as told. He didn't know that Hajime had a bad day, he.. he didn't know, so he wasn't prepared to get his wrist grabbed and make him look at those café eyes he had grown to love. "Hajime..?" He tilted his head, his fluffy white hair bouncing as being tilted.. "Take the ear buds out." He ordered again, this time, scaring the luckster so he did so. "Can you explain to me why Fuyuhiko said you had scared him with your hope rambles again?" He asked, causing those green eyes to blink. "I didn't know I had scared him, worthless trash like me will go apolo-" "That's not the point! We talked about this Nagito, you can't keep having these rambles of hope for no reason." The reserve course hadn't meant to raise his voice, and.. he hadn't known about the others dementia that caused him to behave like this. Since a side affects of dementia is compulsive obsessive disorder, which in his case lead to his hope obsession. "I'm.. I'm sorry-" Once again, cut off. "You said you'd try to control your behavior, this isn't controlling it." He frowned, which only caused an argument. A big one, at that.

.. right, his hope rambling - god, it was annoying sometimes. But maybe he went too far.. he'd have to apologize in the morning. "We.. fought about his hope rambling." That caused a facepalm to be heard from the other side of the line, along with a sigh. "Really Hajime? I get that Nagito's rambles aren't pleasant to hear, but that's no reason to fight with him." The mechanic said in his oh so normal muffly yet clear voice. "Yeah but-! He scared Fuyuhiko with-!" The reserve course fought back, or tried to before getting cut off. "He never scared me, dipshit. I just said it was fuckin' annoying." The gangsters voice could be heard.. wait, why was he on the call? "Fuyuhiko?" He slowly asked. "Yes, it's me you overgrown vegetable, I'm spending the night at Kazuichi's." .. that made more sense, wait a moment-- "What do you mean by he didn't scare you?" The brunette asked, causing a loud groan to be heard. "Do you not know the difference between annoyance and fear!?" He snapped, causing the male to flinch. "I do but-"
Then, the Kuzuryu had started an argument to slap some sense into him.

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This is all I can do man - I've spent weeks on this and God my motivation is dying .