Bakukiri Oneshots

Feelings ⚠ANGST⚠

Trigger warning!! ⚠
-suicidal thoughts
-self harm
- self hate
I'm so sorry 😔

Kirishima's POV

I hate it...

I hate it...

I hate hating myself...

I hate tearing my heart apart even when I don't even have a reason to...

I hate feeling so empty...

I hate making my loved ones worry...

They'd be better off without me...

'He' would be better off without me...

"You don't deserve him!"

I know....

"Then do what's best"

I can't..

"Yes you can!! Do it! They don't need or want you!"

T-that's not true..! They love me! I know they do!!

"They clearly don't. He hasn't been feeling the same about you. Can't you see? He doesn't love you anymore!"

He... He does.. I know he does..!

"How? When was the last time he told you he loves you?"

.....I- ... I can't remember at the moment...

"exactly!"

B-but my friends still want me around! They still love me!

"oh really? When was the last time they told you that?"

......I- ....also can't remember that...

"see? You're worthless to them. Just do it!"

I'm not worthless..

"you are!"

I'M NOT!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

"You deserve to be punished"

Kirishima had tears running down his face as he battled with his conscience. He had his hands entangled in his hair, pulling at it. He couldn't take it anymore. He ran into his dorm bathroom and locked the door behind him. He could only pray that nobody came to his dorm. He rummaged through the bathroom cupboards searching for what he craved. He finally reached for his razor in the back of the bathroom cupboard. He sat down on the toilet as he inhaled before he started counting.

1...

3...

5...

14...

He continued counting the new cuts on his arms that poured out crimson red blood down his arms onto the floor. He continued adding more cuts on his arms till he had 50 on each arm. Even his old healed scars were now open. He felt relief. That was until he started feeling dizzy and light headed. He then heard a knock on his door....

It was Bakugou!

He came to check on him cause he hadn't been acting himself lately. He was worried. He hadn't seen Kirishima since he ran back into his dorm after lunch. He knew something was wrong.

"Love? Are you ok?"
Kirishima tried to stand and quickly clean up his arms and cover them before Bakugou started getting suspicious. He failed and fell to the floor, weak from blood loss. He groaned in pain. Oh Bakugou definitely heard that.

"Eijirou?! What was that?! Are you ok?!"
Bakugou knocked on Kirishima's door even more. "I'm coming in!" Bakugou allowed himself inside Kirishima's dorm. He looked around but didn't see Kirishima anywhere. He went to the bathroom door and tried opening the door only to find it was locked.

"Eijirou why is the door locked??" Bakugou was freaking out but tried to keep himself under control.

Kirishima groaned once more as he layed in a pool of his own blood emanating from his arms and even his legs. His slightly old scars on his legs had opened.

"Eijirou!! Open the door!! Please!!" Bakugou banged on the door and tried getting in but failed. Kirishima felt his eyes get heavy as his view went blurry. He struggled to stay awake.

"I'm busting down the door if you don't open it!!" Bakugou once again banged on the door.

"That's it! I'm coming in!!"

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Sorry everyone! I'm leaving you on a cliffhanger. 😅 ehehehe... Sorry.
I'm sorry about the sudden angst chapter but I hope you liked that. Don't worry I'll finish it soon enough! Sorry once again for this..
I love you all!! ❤💛💚💙💜
Bye!!!

~Nikki