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Am I a bad person?
Why would I, a kind person, be a bad person. Well why wouldn't I be a bad person?
I've done things that aren't the best from people and myself, do I regret it? I wish I could say yes, but I don't have any personal feelings about what I've done.   
    I actually like to think everyone is a bad person, we have all done bad things. But just because we hold the rank of a bad person, that doesn't mean you aren't good. I like to think bad and good are complementary to each other. They were made for eachother, simply just for each other. No, no they are each other just in different fonts I would say.
    Being a bad person doesn't make you a criminal, or a delinquent, you could be a businessman, giving good reasonable deals to your clients, and still be a bad person. I am not one to have a religion so I wont bring up sins, as to me that topic is something I can't comprehend to be true. That doesn't mean others don't believe and they see only people to sin to be bad people perhaps, for defying their god, or for maybe having a sexual preference that's not "straight". I don't want to rant about god and religions though. Now I might sound like a crazy person saying I'm a bad person, and a good person. Yes I understand the confusion, for bad and good can be contradicting. I am a mad man at times, for I am everywhere, one subject is not enough. I like to think that even though I'm good I am bad, and even though I'm bad I am good.  So the question will remain for me what am I?
    If I am everything, would that make me a god? A mess? Or am i just everything itself? What if I'm really just nothing, not even bad.Why would I be nothing though? Do I really deserve to be nothing? Maybe. If I'm not nothing I have 2 more options, I know I'm not a god, for even though I'm everything I still will die. I might hold the mindset that I can be everything but I simply know I'm not. But aren't I everything? I, a mere human, should not compare myself to a god, I know my boundaries, I know it can be disrespectful, so I won't push it. Then a mess, am I a mess, that seems more correct. I tend to be all over the place. So a mess I am, then a bad person I am?
So the question still remains..
    Am I a bad person?

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