MY SHORT STORIES

To Hear my Own Voice

Things are difficult sometimes. Not everything will go your way, it might even hurt you in the end. But it's ok, that happens, it can't be helped. Some people understand and others will judge. I wont judge, I feel like I can say this happens a lot. I've heard many people complain and I understand. Things happen for the best or for the worst. You'll discover something better or something to help with your problem. Others don't, you should consider yourself lucky if you can fix your problems, to even feel regret for any problem; for some people they can't see their wrongs and they can't feel sorry for people who experienced pain.

Some people can't even mention their feelings, for they feel like embarrassment will be coming for them. Oh how I wish I could talk to people easier, but I have a breakdown before I open my mouth. People can see someone and immediately talk without thinking something bad will happen. I wish I could talk to people I have newly met and not feel embarrassed to be breathing.

"Things aren't as easy for people as it is for you."

I learned that at a young age. It hurts knowing that you won't be able to be great at something like , lets say, an idol. Always feeling like you're a measly crumb to someone's bread. It hurts; but one day, you might just even surpass the bread and become the butter. You will take crumbs from that bread and help them become better. You could give them the chance you never had. That is a rare possibility nowadays, everyone fends for themselves here. The bread will always crumble, the knife makes where the butter will land crumble.

Nothing will ever truly be healed, even if someone tries to help, it will just follow you till the end of time, don't ignore it, solve it before it can get worse; that's something I wish I did. In life, sorrow is everywhere. All I ask is that you just don't hide.

~the end~