Falling

Sleepless Nights

I spend so many Sleepless Nights

Staring at the night sky.

Just looking for answers.

Answers that I'll never find in that sky.

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I often wonder what you're doing.

If you're okay,

If you're looking at the same beauty as me.

Clear midnight blue page,

And the spilled silver glitter.

Or the soft midnight blue night sky blanket,

Soft  whitish cloulds sprinkled bright lights.

And one big light that must be God's window.

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Watching over you and me,

Just argue over petty shit.

But me wishin' I could take it all back.

But I still stand here,

Staring out this window.

Lost in my thoughts.

But the same thing pops in my head:

''And I'm not ashamed to tell it to the world.

Truely,madly,deeply,I am

Foolishly,completely falling.

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I push my curls out my face,

But it stays wild.

Just like my thoughts.

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'Cause here's the tragic truth,if you don't feel the same,

My heart would fall apart if someone said your name.

And truely,madly,deeply I am

Foolishly completely falling.

And somehow you kicked all my walls in.

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I would hear my heart breaking,

And it would be too broken to heal on my own again.

How you managed to have me wrapped in your big hands,

I don't have answer to.

I don't know how you kicked my walls in either.

Because I am stubborn as hell.

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I hope I'm not a casualty,

Hope you won't get up and leave.

Might not mean that much to you,

But to me,it's everything,everything.

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Truely,madly,deeply I am

Foolishly,completely falling.

And somehow you kicked all my walls in.

So baby,say you'll always keep me

Truely,madly,crazy deeply (in love) with you(with you).

In love(in love)with you(with you)

In love(in love)with you(with you)

With you,oh!

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I spend so many Sleepless Nights

Staring at the night sky.

Looking for answers.

Answers I'll never find in that sky.

But as I turn away from the window,

One thing is clear.

I'm sorry.