College(Jack Gilinsky)

CH5: January 23, 2015

Nothing has been the same since she died. Honestly I feel like such a shitty person. I regret sleeping with Jack, but then I don't.

Its my last semester ever here at TCU, and Jack has moved on. To better people and better things.

Let me tell you this. Everyone dropped out of Chi-O, we all stopped the partying, the smoking, and drinking. You get the point. Jack doesn't hang out with anyone but Johnson. He left everyone behind. Except me. He accepted the fact that sooner or later he was going to have to move on.

He would cry everyday, and would talk to anyone. Only because the love of his life was gone. Johnson and I were the only ones there for him during that time.

We grew a lot closer the past year. We went on a few dates, did some outrageous things. One night he drank his life away, and I took advantage of him. I shouldn't have. But he never stopped me. I would take it back if I could.

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"Hey babe." Jack said walking into our apartment.

"Hi." He greeted me by kissing my cheek.

"What's this?"
I hung up an old picture I found of him and Lisette in NYC. It was honestly quite cute, he loved her so much that I regret how I treated her, well them.

"Oh I thought you wouldn't mind if I hung it up." I smiled

"You don't know how much this means to me." His smile grew bigger. He grabbed the picture frame and stared at it for a good 3 minutes. Then, it suddenly faded. A year splashed in the frame.

He cleared his throat and hung it back up, and went to the kitchen.

"What's for dinner? It's your turn." I joke.

"Cereal, is about the only thing I can cook right now."

"As usual." We both laugh.

then the doorbell rang.

"I'll get that." He said kissing my nose.

"Johnson, what's up man?"

"Hey, if you get a chance can we get together and talk in private. Right now isn't a good time." He said. He was definitely out of breath.

Gilinsky's POV/

I shut the door behind me.

"Hey man, is everything okay? It's like you've seen a ghost."

"I saw Lisette."

"YOU WHAT?"

"I was grocery shopping for me and Erin, and she was there. She waved at me and went back to some guy. He kissed her on the head, and what not. And she passed me and said "Hope you're doing well bubs." I can't explain all this. I'm freaking out. I thought she died."

"Meet tomorrow at Clooney's Diner at 3pm."

He left in a rush. Is Lisette alive? Was it all to get revenge on me? To pretend she was dead?

"Everything okay?" Laura asked coming up to me.

"Everything's fine." I hugged her back.

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