What Am I Now?

ch1

It was a dewy morning . Hayley was in her bed, she was starting to wake up when she felt her side empty and remembered how Jackson had left for the bayou when she was half asleep. She woke up changed and went to the mikaelson compound . The threat made by lucien castle was terrifying. After cami's heart wrenching death, she was scared for klaus, for herself.. Mostly, for elijah. She loved him. She knew that. Jackson knew that. She couldn't act on it. Jackson was a great friend and hayley loved him too, she felt responsibility , she was greatful for him but she wasn't IN LOVE with him , not in the same way she loved elijah. Elijah consumed her, even brief interactions made with him made her heart flutter with joy and made her forget her troubles. Elijah was madly , unconditionally in love with her too, he'd do anything for her, he had never felt the same way for anyone, he was too afraid to act on it. He hides his feelings ,but his love is so passionate and strong that everybody knows he's in love with her. Although nobody knows how much he cried in silence the day he saw the love of his life marrying Jackson . He had nowhere to go to , having left his home. On the streets vacantly he passed, tears running down his cheeks, no one was around. Sat down beside a bridge bawled for hours silently having visions of the small moments of happiness he had experienced with Hayley. He knew he'd never love anyone like that.