AmaiRin

Let you go...never

Declaimer, I've been down lately so here you go. Sorry it's a sad story though(at least to me it seems)
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...Rin I need some time alone...
Where the last words I had heard from in since last month.
What might have happened you ask simple.
His brother almost died trying to go back to heaven.
And after he recovered he tried to drown himself in holy water only to get saved by Amaimon and be in critical condition.
But in the third time Mephisto tried he and Amaimon went back to gehenna.

Now I'm stuck here without any knowledge on how my boyfriend is doing, if he still remembers me, if he even cares about me.
He doesn't even send a demon mail to say that he okay.

What if he never cared. What if he lies all those times he said I Love You baby. What if he only put up a front to tolerate me. What if.. i was never important to him. What if he lost the spark halfway though our relationship, if we even still have one.

Great now I'm sobbing and my eyes hurt, i feel like i might like my guts out. Unholy shit great!i have a bloody nose, there goes my white pillow.

I'm tired
I'm mentally tired
I'm physically tired
I'm just so tired

What if I hurt myself and join Mephisto.
I mean no one would miss me
Yukio hates me for dating Amaimon
And big boobs is disappointed in me in general, everyone at cram and school dispite me for being born.
And Amaimon not even here, maybe he finally got tired of me.

If i died i would make so many people happy.right??

As i went to drink the holy water, i heard a soft voice crack
Rin???
Heh, what a funny thing fate is, sorry Amaimon but I thought you didn't love me anymore

Rin, please don't leave me, please, i need you, you are my everything, my baby, my last hope, my happiness.

Amaimon performs a healing ritual that heals Rin but puts him into a deep slumber, and leaves himself passed out on the floor holding Rin to his chest