AmaiRin

Humans...

Um I wrote this to let stress out, I don't know if anyone will be triggered because in the following chapter I go over suicide
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POV Amaimon

"How the humans live, it surprises me how they live."

"Some have the mentally of a broken soul, forever trapped in this cold and unforgiving planet, some try to escape it's cold grasp via overdose, jumping off a high structure, or other types of ways to kill one self."

"Other humans are stuck in a never ending loop of never ending suffering, hell some don't try to get out, they just bottle up and keep betting up until BOOM, they can't take it no more."

"While some humans live a life of torture and pain, some never even getting a chance at living a normal life, because of crooked humans that see traffic them, or they get traumatized in ways they never recover fully from it."

"Other humans live a blind life, not aware of the many pain and suffering of there kinsman "

"Then there are the healers within the human kind that go out there way to try to heal those in need, but in the process never realizing they need healing too "

"Oh how the humans do it I don't know big brother"

"How could they say we demons are truly the evil ones when there are humans far worse then any demon living among them"

*haha...ha...ha....ha right brother oh how the humans lived." Amaimon said as he laid
On the pile of dismembered people.

"Poor little brother, the lost of your mate was too much, you have lost your mate and and now that you have killed all the people who ever hurt him or even met him how do you feel" Memphito asked as he drank some tea

"I feel empty, Rin was my everything, he was the blood to my dismembered head that I would find joy in seeing drip and paint the ground in its way, he was the reason why being a demon and seeing all the humans shake in fear used to be fun, but now.."
Amaimon said with a low voice as tears slowly fell down his face,and he moved his hands to cover his eyes

"Little brother, why don't you rest, in a fee years rin will reincarnate then you will have him back."

"I know he will, but it won't be the same Rin, his smile won't be the same, his way of making my black and white world colorful won't be the same shades of color, they will be a softer color not the same as with my Rin, He won't be the same half flesh bag half demon that cared so much for the stupid fucking humans, who were the same reason he died, he died because he cared what they said about him, about how they lived, he just wanted to fit in, but......Humans are cruel, selfish creatures, that once threaten with something they don't understand they try to ultimate it. Humans, why do we let them live, we could easily let some plagues let loose, or start wars... but no the holy dad cares for these selfish creatures "

"Oh brother, come on let's get you home, take a nap it might be a couple thousand years before rin come around again, let's make sure u have enough energy to meet him then"
Mep. said as he threw Amaimon over his shoulder, back to Gahenna.

Ps if you ever need someone to talk to please reach out to someone and talk to them, and if you feel like someone needs help, help them before it's to late
If any of you need someone to talk to and if u truly don't have anyone you trust please reach out to me, or call a suicide hotline or any kind of professional help.
Just know you are loved and will be missed, even if u think you won't, you will be missed