FOREVER

little do you know

A/n : I know its been ages but I really needed time to think this up cuz ig my story is just too fucked up so i might even consider dropping this but lets see

Your POV

I groaned as I  feel my whole body burning  . I shakily stand up and go to the shower . I turn the knob on , as the cold water hit my face it feels so relaxing thag I can't even express. Feels better than sex. My head is pounding so bad that I just want to curl up and die in my shower but I can't just die yet because if I do this book will end right here and now

I take a day off to get my mind of everything that has been worrying me dor a while. Such a pain in the ass. He come outside which is rare, I just got 7 soulmates and this got more fucked up  when I decided to help. Not like I regret helping him but its just that it may habe given then false hope that i might accept them which I cannot . Its really tiring.

I give myself a luxury breakfast of some good cheesy toast, latte, some cupcakes I made, and a fried egg. Then i sat out in the town to spend my day without any trouble. I got in the bus because i wasn't in the mood to drive , I picked up the window seat on the back amd plug my earphones in and look out of the window as the bus starts to move. The scenery was beautiful and mesmerizing. I know some of you might say that there is nothing too special about this place but somehow the silence calms me I always loved nature and *honk* welp here is my stop. I got off the bus and see something that I've been craving which is a library. In the side of it was a cafe so so I get myself a large latte with some cookies and settle in a quiet corner in the library surrounded by books . I sat my things in the side shelf, take a book im intersted in and start to read it as i sio my latte.  Its so calming that I lost the track of time and its already time for lunch. And my latte is also empty. So i get up and go to find a  shop to buy me some good lunch to eat.

I was searching places to eat when I come across a small but cozy place. It felt like home so I got in. There weren't much people in there so I went to the reception where an old lady is sitting

"Do you guys sell something I can eat? " I asked politely as the lady smiles and gives me a little menu

"Umm.... Can i have a medium bento? "
She nods and ushers me to sit. I sat down there as i can clearly see her in the kitchen making my bento, damn she is good at it

She comes to me with my lunch packed up

"Ten dollars" She says as she gives me the box. I pay and head out to find a place where I can eat my lunch in peace.
I don't know what came to my mind or if I was even thinking but I got on a random bus which is now leading me to somewhere I don't know.

I got off at the last stop . And to my surprise it was a beautiful mountain area so I just head deeper in the woods. I found a place for me to rest and eat. It was a beautiful place, it had flowers growing, trees and a waterfall
I sat down in the root of a tree and start to eat my food. Damn the food is good 

After i finish eating it was almost evening, some rabbits and mongoose came near me and sat on my lap and i played with them for a while .

It started raining. It looked absolutely mesmerizing so I dived in the lake and swim 

And trust me swimming while it rains is euphoric. I played with the fishes, swimmed .

Phew this day was well needed for me.

*time skil to the home*

On the way home i bought some dumplings and soup to eat from the same shop I bought my bento.

After the nice dinner. I feel myself dozing off.

What a nice day  
______________________________________ a/n : so im back and this chaptee was much of a filler ig?