You were sat on the cold and wet grass in a park only a few minutes away from your house. It had been 3 months since you found out about Chan's death. It still hurt you...you could only blame yourself for what happened. You havent talked to anyone in a while, you just can't bring yourself to.It was the summer break so you didn't have to worry about school, it's not like you went after what happened anyway. But at least you weren't being spammed with calls and emails from your school anymore. You missed your finals but you didn't care. You had no idea how long you would feel like this.
In a few days it would be your birthday. You didn't care. You got home and ran yourself a warm bath. You laid back and closed your eyes.
*Phone ring*
You slowly open your eyes and pick up your phone from the sink. You didn't bother looking at the caller ID.on the phone:
"Hello?"
??: "Y/N we are outside your house can you come out?"
Y/N: "Hyunjin is that you?"
Hyunjin: "Yes, please come see us. We miss you"
Y/N:"Can you give me 5 minutes?"
Hyunjin: "Of course"You hang up and slowly climb out the bath, you quickly get some clothes on and put on a hoodie.
(To yourself) Wow...it's been so long. I haven't even bothered to check in on them. I thought they would of forgotten meYou make your way to the door and slowly open it, peeking outside. You see all 7 of them. Stood quietly. You open the door fully, they see and then to your direction.
Han smiling happily: "Y/N!"
He runs and hugs you.
Minho: "Hey hey Han, careful"
Han let's go and steps back looking at you worried.
Y/N: "it's okay. You guys want to come In?"
They all nod and follow you into your living room. They all sit down and you stand looking at them.
Y/N:"Did you guys need something?"
Seungmin: "In a way yes. We needed to see you, we have been so worried"
Jeong IN: "yeah- we knew you needed time so we let you have it"
Han: "But girl- we couldn't stay away for too long"
Y/N: "I'm sorry"
You look down. Minho stands up and walks over to you and lifts your chin up making you look him in the eyes.
Minho: "You have done nothing wrong. You do not need to apologise"
You nod.
Changbin: "well...Y/N...it's your birthday soon and we wanted to take you somewhere"
Y/N:"Where?"
Changbin:" The beach...is that okay?"
You nod, as much as you would like to sit in your room all day. It would be nice to spend time with the boys again. Chan wouldn't want you to be sad forever.
Minho: "Are you sure?"
Y/N: "yes...It would be nice"
Han: "YESSS!!! okay great.
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Bang chan ff INSTANT LOVE - Series two
FanfictionBetrayals, Fear, Change. Knowing they've put up an act, watching those you once love die in front of you. And Being left with nothing...