› ✶ 𝗔 𝗕 𝗢 𝗨 𝗧 𝗢 𝗨 𝗥 𝗟 𝗢 𝗩 𝗘 𓈈 〻 ⾦
"Y/N why you aren't asleep?"
"It's hard to sleep when you are at a war with yourself..."
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If you heard anyone...
*Please if you have felt the sadness when u loose some one so close to u and that u think remembering it will affect u in a bad way, skip this chapter. Cuz this chapter is filled with thoes things.* _______________________________________
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Have you ever thought about that your Mother taught you everything expect how to live without her?
Y/N understood why her Mother always told her to be strong, because she knew that she one day needs the strength to her Mother loose.
She was hurt. Sad. Every bad thing.
Her Mother just died. And her whole body literally ached at the thought of not seeing her Mother ever again.
It's not easy watching the person who saw you take your first breathe, take her last breathe.
Her absence was like the sky, separated over everything.
Rain was pouring down from the clouds, washing the whole world. She didn't like rain. She never liked it.
Because she thought it made her sad.
But that night was different. She liked it, she loved it. Because she wasn't crying alone anymore. She liked the way the rain drops mixed with her tears. Making her crying oblivious to the people walking by.
I think it is okay to cry, because the sky does it too.
"I'm sorry but we lost your Mother..."
The words from her Mother's doctor still echoed in her head. How come her Mother just lost consciousness? How come the consciousness was never ready to come back to her Mother?
She just walked. To somewhere she didn't know. She didn't know where to go. Home? No. There's no one there.
Mum isn't home anymore.
Sham isn't speaking with me either...
Why was everything becoming hard all at once for her?
All the energies left her knees as she fell on her knees on the road. Deciding that it's not time to pay attention to people's weird and judging stares, she started crying out loud.
Her whole body was shaking, she was sobbing hardly.
The one who held her in her belly for nine months died. The one who gave her life died. The one who taught her about this life is dead now.
"Are you okay Miss?!" A concerned voice yelled that question out.
Did she just don't mind crying on the street? Yeah, because she only minded the fact that her mother had left her.
She didn't answer the concerned lady. She couldn't. The lady made her stand up, walking her to under a bus stop near them. "Tell me a number phone of your family,"
