Cody

Introduction

My name is Troy, and I've been using subs for half my life. I am what others call an "Alpha Male". I'm a leader, a developer, and an insatiable fucker.

This is the story of how I met, trained, and released my faggot Cody.

But first, let's talk about the word "Faggot."

Scream that word in the middle of the Castro and you're going to provoke some hostile reactions. Whisper it into a submissive partner's ear, though, and they might melt in your presence.

If it's the same word, why different reactions? Simple: context.

The word "fag" has a complicated history. Suffice it to say that no matter its origins, in our modern times, it comes with a lot of baggage. Let me help unpack some of it from my perspective as an Alpha.

As many males in their younger years, I absolutely used the word as an insult. I meant it as a literal association to homosexuality, just as calling someone or something "gay" would be. And why was/is there a notion that something non-heterosexual is an insult? Books could be written about this singular facet. To put it simply, however, because of the inherent belief that our primary purpose as males is to procreate, pass on our genetics through our progeny, and repeat as often as possible until we can no longer. Anything contrary to this primal concept that does not seek to pass on its evolutionary biological road-map is a deviation from the natural order of things and therefore less than and weaker. When you get a group of males together and let them "Lord of the Flies"-themselves, this is what will happen in many, if not most, situations. Not necessarily only through the use of this word specifically, but with the natural tussle for the establishment of Alpha dominance.

I stopped using the term as a throwaway insult in my 20s as many of my paradigms began to break down. Education during my college years and exposure from my subsequent move to a big city were key in this transformation. I began to realize that most things, including social constructs and sexuality, were rarely binary; they were a spectrum. This was in the late '90s / early '00s, so the media prevalence of information then towards these issues was not like it is today.

So with all this in mind, why did I restart using the word "fag" and continue to do so today? I use it in two different contexts.

The first is when it is used as a form of self-identification. If a subservient male views themselves as a self-described fag, then that's how I will refer to them. This is similar to how I respectfully use the preferred pronouns that transgender and non-binary individuals choose for themselves. This recognition comes from the voluntary identification by that individual and my adherence to their self-actualized awakening. If a person identifies as a female, I will respect them and use "she/her". If a person identifies as non-binary, I will respect them and use "they/them". If someone identifies as a faggot, I will call them a "faggot".

If anyone reading this is transgender or non-binary and takes umbrage by what I have written, I highly encourage them to contact me so I can learn. Education is key, as previously stated.

The second contextual use of the title "fag" is when it is given to a submissive person as a reward. I can already hear people ask:

But how can this insult be a reward when you already said how much baggage it comes with it?

Because of context. While the denotation (literal dictionary definition) might sound insulting, the connotation (implied meaning) is different because of the contextual dialect previously established between me and the other person.

When I use the term, I do not mean it denotatively as a derogatory verbal barb attempting to alter a pre-existing balanced power dynamic in my favor. Rather, it is a verbal expression of truth acknowledging the chasm that exists between our hierarchical strata from the mutually agreed upon imbalance of power.

The connotative implication is that they are not "a" fag, but that they are "my" fag. It is a verbalized bond between the two of us; Alpha vows to protect the fag, fag vows to honor Alpha.

We all have different ways of interpreting language. This is why linguistics is often referred to as an art, rather than as a science. There can be no judgement regarding the right/wrong use of the word until the context in which it is being used can be ascertained.

If my use of the word offends you, then I'm sorry you're offended. While your interpretation of the word is understandable, I can assure you that this is more a case of "lost in translation" rather than "he's this/that/the other".

Now if you'll excuse me, my fag is waiting for me to fuck him.