Nothing to do but forget you.

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Ta'Reah P.o.v

2weeks later

I didn't ask to be a mother, I didn't ask to be pregnant,Yet I am.What I do ask for is for you to step up and be the loving, caring, responsible father this child deserves.

I'm not going back on that tour with them.Why should I?

It’s been two weeks since I’ve heard from either of them. Crazy how fast the time goes by, and the only way I could keep up is because of my call log. The last call in my phone was the last time Diggy called me and I didn’t pick up. That was the same day he called and left a voicemail to see how my doctor's appointment was what I'm having. After calling me seven times that night he gave up.I chose not to call Chresanto because I understood he wanted his life to be only him and Shania. I’d wanna be there for my unborn son. I was in the middle of my room  as always, listening to music. Just then the perfect song started to play in my ear. I sung along with Beyonce as my eyes watered.

I thought that things like this get better with time
But I still need you
Why is that?
You’re the only image in my mind, so I still see you, around
I miss you like everyday
Wana be with you but you’re away
Said I miss you, Missing you insane
But if I got with you, would it feel the same?

I felt the lyrics I sung from my heart but I couldn’t decide who I was singing about I love them both so damn much probably more than I should. No matter how many times  Diggy hurt me I would always have a part of my heart reserved for him. On the other hand and the other half stood Chresanto everything I ever needed, but he was just past my grip. There was nothing to do about either of them, but try to forget them. Especially Diggy.

The media has been on Diggy's ass for the past few weeks and showed no signs of letting up anytime soon. Eveything on TV and the radio was ‘Artist Diggy dancing with groupies but where's his girlfriend and also his daughter's mother when everything is going on. Is he offically single ?He has NO WORRIES.

That bastard fuck him......I can't believe he would do something like that is all I thought about until Daniella broke me out of my trance I was so caught up in my feeling I forgot about my daughter.

Mommie when are we gonna see Daddy again.

I don't know he hasn't been calling." I hate lying too her.

Ok maybe he's busy with his tour.

Yeah maybe." another lie... Are you hungry sweetie?

No I ate french toast.

Who gave you that well how did you reach it?

Aunt Angie gave it to me.

She's not here why are you lying your not gonna get in trouble.

Mommie Aunt Angie came too get me because we are going to Disney Land today.

I remember now how silly of me.Have fun baby.

Ta'Reah are you sure you don't wanna go.

Yes I'm posistive I need some time to my self anyway.

Ok thanks again for letting me get her.

Your welcome.

Bye Mommy I love you.I'm gonna bring something for Taylor back.

Daniella Do'Monique Simmons daughter of Diggy SimmonsWhere stories live. Discover now