Daniella Do'Monique Simmons daughter of Diggy Simmons

Is my child ? No. Part 2

Ta'Reah P.o.v

And I missed him. I missed him every day for a really long time. I couldnt stop myself for going to each exact moment we spent together, thinking where I went wrong. Thinking about things Ive said or did to make him leave. There wasnt one night passing without tears, without prayers. I hated it. I hated it so much that he was completely fine without me and that I needed to survive every day. That he could fall in love so easily, so fast with someone else while my tears were still falling. I hated him for a very long time, but at the end of the day I knew that I loved him more than I had ever loved someone else.

I want Diggy, I want him, I want him badly,but I think it would only be best if I raise my child with his father.No I don't wanna be in a relationship with him I just want Chres Jr. to know his father be able to tell the world My dad is best father ever he helps me with my homework.He take me outside to play with mommy and my older sister,we eat at the dinner table together as a big happy family,we have family game night.I wanna be just like my father when I grow up.My dad is my hero.

Roc P.o.v

I went out and had me a couple of drinks more like the whole damn bottle and I'm drunk.

I really love Ta'Reah but I'm not in love with her.I could see myself hurting her and never seeing my son again.I know most of you are thinking what the hell wrong with him go for the person you love.If I do that I would hurt the person I'm in love with with is Shania she is my everything the things Ta'Reah couldn't even be.I know my son is going to have the best life with or without his parents being together that's for sure.I'm not saying I'm giving my parental rights too Diggy because, I'm no deadbeat dad.What I'm saying I will always be in his life but me and his mother will just be seeing and dating other people.

Are you drunk it smells like a liquor store.

I had a couple of drinks from the bar up the street.

That's a club which means you had more then a couple of drinks.

So what who cares.

rolls eyes'Do you like the name?

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Do you like the Chres?

Yeah why wouldn't I.

You seemed mad when I told you his name is there a problem?Tell me whats on your mine.

I was just thinking about the times we had and how I loved you.

I love you to and I really think we should be together and raise Chresanto with the big happy family something I never had growing up Something you had when you was growing up I don't want my well our son growing up out of two diffrent households.Your drunk right now can we talk about this another time.

I can handle my liquor I promise. Well that just whats going to happen because I'm not in love with you but I love you.

And he can have that you and Diggy will give him that trust me.Me and Shania can give him that too when I have him.

I don't want here around my chid. They say never leave the person you love for the person you like well I guess this is what's happening.I only really wanted us too be together for Chresanto we didn't have too be together we could have just been two people raising their child in the same house.

Don't act like that because I will always be there for my child and no man will ever take my place as daddy."He started yelling.

Don't raise you voice at me this is exactly why I didn't want to talk right now because your drunkl.If I'm talking civil mannered so should you.I don't even care to hear it your not worried about my child you just wanna run away and be with Shania and say I'll pay child support because that's the next thing your gonna sy I know you.

I wanna pay child support and see my child on his Birthday and Holidays and 2 times a week.

My child is not a fucking welfare baby.He deserves a real father and I guess that isn't you.Your cold hearted.

Let's not speak on that if you wanted to have this big happy family then your ass would've stayed in Cali not running away from your problems.I wanted a real relationship when we first started fucking around but no you was so stuck on Diggy and creeping keeping us a secret that you forgot that I want us to be together from the beginning.

Your drunk I don't wanna hear any more.Your a liar you cheated on me the the day of us making it offical and lied about it I had too find out at my daughter's 4th birthday party that your ass wanted too be with bitches you just meet.We had sex that same night and you acted like it never happened when all you had too say is we are in a opened relationship until we find out if we are really meant to be.Good Bye.

I'm not leaving until I hear you say it.

Say what Chresanto?

You was only with me because you was trying too fill be void in my heart htat Diggy left when he walked out on me with his child.

No because my feelings for you were true.I just want you to leave get out my room and don't even touch my baby again.

I think my child would be better living with me and Shania anyway see you in court.

Court?So your gonna take me too court.

Yeah I want full custody of my child.

You can't even spell custody you drunk ass bastard & I guess I'll just see you in court then.

Diggy P.o.v

Daniella did you see your mommy yet?

Yes and my little brother looks like me.

I wonder what's talking so long.

Mommie wanted too tell Roc how she wanted her and him to raise my brother together.

Is that really how she feels?Does she really wanna be with Roc?I thiught we was starting over from what we had before Daniella came into this world.Hearing this from my daughter's mouth is just to insane for me.

Baby daddy's gonna go back too Cali for a while to think over some things since your mom wants Roc.

No daddy she doesn't want him she just wanted too raise Chresanto with his father around.

You know baby girl you talk just like your grown.

I just wanted to let you know daddy.

Ok well I thought you meant your mom didn't wanna be with me anymore.

No I want you too marry mommy.

Only time will tell if that should happen baby girl but I love you.

I love you too dad.