newts lover{newt x reader}

the return of erin & sad

This is you, you changed alot

The 2 months were interesting but on the 3 month you walk in with this out fit

Everyone looks at you they think your  a new girl they asked you your name and you say "Erin" they said what but you dont look like her, you said yeah well it's because I changed my style hair and my personality. Everyone one is around you. Thomas newt gally minho walk towards what happening and they see you you say"hellos boys" you give a smirk. But they look mad at you for running in the maze but then you see a girl you say"thats must be the girl you been talking about" yep says the boys except gally newt Thomas and minho.  The girl says "who the hell are you" you say "I'm Erin I was the first girl here before a ran Into the maze. You give a death stare and a smile to her you also say and you should not try anything on me because I changed alot over the past few months boys I hot stronger and I changed my style and my hair so try to the girl to not get on my bad side and neither should you boys Either. So see you around. You give a smirk to everyone and face a death stare and Teresa. You walk away like a bad b!tch. a the boys watch you walk away into the glade. Teresa says"she a b!tch she also all looks ugly"the boys except newt says "shut up teresa your uglier and erin prettier". The boys walk away even newt and they go back to there jobs and teresa looks for you and find you in the woods and says "hey b!tch" you say "what did you just call me, she says "I called you a
B!tch" you say " I dont think you  should've said that to me missy" you walk to her and punch her in the nose she punches you back you punch her on the stomach and the nose and kick her to the ground on both knees. You say "want to call me that again" she looks at you scared and says I a week voice"n-no" you say go tell the boys I dont care they act like I was nothing to them so you can go to them with a bloody nose and holding you stomach.you laugh and give her an evil smirk. She runs away to the boys, the look at Teresa and asked "what happened" she punched me in the nose twice she kicked me and punch me in the stomach and kicked my knee to the ground and I was on my 2 knees. Gally, thomas, Newt, minho says "why would she do that she never hurts anyone unless there mean to her and her friends" the 4 boys go to look for you and they found you and says "why did you do that to teresa" you say "because I can and why would you care for what i do huh" they look at you and say this "erin this is not you you were the nice and kindest girl we met" you say"well that girl is gone for ever and she not coming back and why do you care about me you never did and you kept on treating me like o need a babysitter". The 4 boys says "because we care about you a d we didn't want you to go in the maze" you say to them"you were not my boss I'm aloud to make my own decisions for myself and you all acted like I was some
B!itchy joke". They say "we didn't act like you were a joke". You say "are you sure because one day I heard you guys making a bet on me to see who I would choose and see who I would date and then after I choose you would break my heart sk technically I am a b!itchy joke for you 4". You holding back your tears and they come closer so you take 5 steps back and say "I suggest you do not come any closer so I dont have to hurt you especially you newt I was just some joke to you like you didn't even cared you started to tell at them  "I WAS THERE FOR YOU ALL WHEN YOU HOT UPSET I WAS THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU WERE LONELY AND I CARED FOR YOU MORE THEN ANYONE ELSE DID. BUT YOU WERNT THERE FOR ME WHEN I WAS UPSET OR WHEN I WAS LONELY OR WHEN I NEED TO BE LOVED OR CARED WHEN I WAS UPSET. You started to cry and you looked at newt and say "I was there for you when you need help when. Gardening or when  your UPSET or when you  are lonely or when you needed to be loved or cared about" then you look at gally" I was was there for you  when no one thought you could love or care but I did" you look at thomss"i was there when gally was being mean and pushed you around" then you look at minho "I was there for you to" but you guys weren't there for me when I needed you guys no you weren't I cried everyday in the maze thinking you did not loved me or care about and then I see Teresa and I see that you cared for her and loved her I saw it when I walked away so it seem like I was right you never cared or loved me y oh u only cared about yourself and some stupid girl that called me a b!tch I felt like going to hell because all i thought about was not being loved not being careful about I feel like I'm the bad person. The o e with no feelings but I did have feelings  and it hurt for making me a bet it hurt when I saw you cared o ly about yourself and some stupid girl. You started crying for hard and could not stop, they try to come close but you said "I think you guys should leave because I see you care about Teresa more then you did me when I was still there for you and that why I went in the maze and try to find ben he was
Actually my brother I had a memory back so please just go I can't look at you 4 right now". They say :Erin-" you say "GO". And they left looking sad and guilty. You turned to go to the maze doors and cried and looked at everything and said "I will miss every moment I had here" you sang before you left it was echoing through the glade the boys except teresa, thomas newt, gally, minho. They now run to you and see you crying and says "what are you doing we just got you back" you say I can't deal with this anymore I cated for 4 people and they ditn care for me I was a bet for newt I was a joke to gally thomas and minho. So I'm leaving and never coming back unless I feel like it. Then the 4 boys and then Teresa walks over and they see you crying I lost everything I lost my brother I lost my parents and lost my sister they are dead they made a mistake putting me In the maze with the 5 worst people I cared about more then anything and they never cared back or love me back like I did to them.they look at Thomas, newt, gallt, minho and yell at them"THIS IS YOUR FAULT IF YI UJUST CARED ABOUT AHE WOULD OF NEVER RUNNED AWAY IN THE FIRST PLACR NOW SHE FEELS UNWORTHY BECAUSR OF YOU 5 EVEN TERESA IS IN THIS NOW ALL THE REST OF THE GLADERS HATE YOU. YOU CAN GO FIND SOMEWHERE  ELSE TO SIT NOT NEXT TO TIU FRIENDS. Then the maze opened and say your last goodbyes to them and you run into the maze crying and singing the a song that you and the 4 boys you cared about sang it was a sad song and you sang  it while your run in the maze. They 4 boys could hear you and start to cry and your crying