Nights

"Supernatural me"

Cinderella won, but I didn't. As everyone lives, I wished I could die. I died inside, not because of my cursed crush, but because of my family. They are falling one after one. I lost more than half of the members. The problem is that I didn't feel sad nor happy. I didn't cry, no sorrow no joy actually nothing at all. If there were a real time machine, I would have bought one. I won't just sit on my ass and wish. I will work. Not for a time machine or super powers, but for my own happiness. I will work to be happy, strong and fearless. I will never love so much, because I hate being hurt too much. I will buy joy from wonderland. I will never say why me, i will shout and always say "Try me". I will break the rules and write my own happy ending. Cause That's me, That's why I even exist.Shameless, beautiful and confident. That's me for today, tomorrow and ever. I will write my own love story. I will be cenderella and also the fairy godmother. I will help myself and pick myself up when I fall down. I will stop crying, because it's useless. I know I can't change the past, but I'm sure that I can change the future. I have my own supernatural power. The challenge is how to find it inside you, how to burn my fear while searching for my skills.

     Cenderella was just a slave for her step-mother and sisters. One day she turned into a princess who watched her happy endings. Did you ever ask yourself that "am I alive or just breathing " like if I died would someone be sad. Would someone cry for me or even miss me. I think people in wonderland are much more better than people on earth. Good people take what they deserves and bad ones also. Cenderella's supernatural power was being good. If I was her I would be really selfish and bad. Sometimes I'm not cenderella and sometimes I am. Anyway everyone got his dark freaking side. Well I didn't see cenderella's dark side before. Cenderella and me got something in between. We are both dreamers, we both believe in wonderland and happy endings. I think most of the people will think I'm being stupid or childish, Well I'm cenderella on earth, and Yup I'm jealous from cenderella in wonderland. Her prince is a hottie. Mine don't even know Im alive. One day I believe that someone will enter my life (if it's not him ) and tell me Why it didn't work with anyone else. Cause I have supernatural powers and because I'm cenderella on this freaking planet!!!