tw body image
{soonyoung's weverse update but make it seungkwan holy mother of gods}
Body image has always been my best friend's struggle. He kinda was insecure about his protruded cheeks but i find it really endearing. The way his cheeks just become this fluffy clouds when he smile.
In short i am probably in love with my best friend.
I'm just sad that he was insecure with himself that being said explains why we are back at this sweat reeking gym near our neighbourhood. "Ya Boo Seungkwan!" I called. He was wearing his gym clothes as usual. But this time I realise something he wasn't wearing his regular baggy clothes he was wearing more of a tight fitting top and regular basketball shorts. Yeah I'm checking him out so what? At least I'm not getting caught.
"Did you call me for you to just what?" Seungkwan sassed. He may had gotten more fucking hot but he was still him which made me really glad.
"Kwan-ah I missed you i hope you know that" i said quietly embarrassed at my confession. I just missed the old days where we would stay at the rooftop all night and just look at the sky without the worry of anyone judging us but ever since Seungkwan became a top idol he was heavily affected by the comments about his appearance.
"I miss the old times too boo" he replied his nickname for me giving me butterflies. "Can we go back? Just this time?" I was hesitant but i tried anyway but really scared that i may offend him so when he didn't utter anything for a few seconds i took it back immediately and got on with our work out.
We spent the next minutes with awkward silence probably because of what i said. But my mind immediately took off when Seungkwan decided to work out on his back and upper strength by doing those push ups on the bars with his back full on view. The way his muscles flexed made me so distracted from the awkwardness from earlier.
I didn't even notice that Seungkwan was seeing me through the mirror. "Done checking me out?" He said a growing smirk on his face. "Hell nah" I shook my head but continued saying "Ain't finish checking you out hot stuff" His smirk become a faint blush on his cheeks and I just laughed him off.
After finishing our work out we walked home due to our bodies already sore. It was a comfortable silence ling forgotten the mention of earlier. But I was uneasy. I knew he was struggling with the negative comments so...
"Seungkwan-ah you know you don't have to work out so much... your cheeks is getting hollow already... I still wanna kiss your fluffy chee—" Word vomit great. I stopped at my tracks and let the ground eat me alive. That wasn't the whole point i wanted to get to. Ugh i hate my self
He chuckled making me flush even more. "You like me that much bae?" He teased.
"What if I say I do like you that much huh?" I cheered on the inside for not stuttering one bit. "Whatever Seungkwan I know I'm just a best friend so forget it" I said acting strong but deep inside I wanna crumble.
"I just want you to be yourself ok? Dont worry about them so much" I continued and walked ahead.
I felt him tug my hand making me stumble back a bit. "I love you"
"I love you" He repeated making me snap out of it. I blinked a couple more times at his sudden confession. "Well don't leave me hanging.." he said.
Instead of saying anything I stood on my tiptoes and kissed his lips. It was a sweet and short kiss but it meant so much to me. "I love you" i finally uttered. Every suppressed feelings finally flying high. He looked at me smiling from ear to ear. "I know you do. You were drooling for me earlier" He laughed. It's as if that can make me flustered. I was an open book. "Heck yeah i did" I retaliated.
The night went on with us sharing small pecks and me making him flustered by how unfiltered i was. I wanted to make him proud of himself the way I'm proud of him. But we ended up making out probably cuz i made him to proud and i was a little pent up
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we all like a confident woman yk
