HEAVEN ABOVE | Tom Holland

keeper

I STILL DON'T KNOW where I am going. But I couldn't care less at the moment. It was a bad idea to fall in love with someone, that everybody knows at I hate myself so much right now. I stop when I arrive at a park. Some people were there, teenager. Some boy recognises me and smirks to the group. He walks straight to me. Normally I would be scared and I'd run for my life, but all of my feelings were gone.

We were only a few inches apart when he says "What does a hot girl like you wants here? Alone? In the middle of the night?" Okay now I am scared. He comes nearer and I step back, when I feel someone standing behind me. "You better go kid." a familiar voice says. The boy rolls his eyes and leavses.

As I turn around the person wraps his arms around me. "What were you thinking to run away huh?" he whispers with worry in his voice while slowly rubbing my back. I've never been so happy, to hear Harrisons calming voice. I didn't want to cry anymore, but I did. I let go and Harrison holds me. He rubs my back and places some kisses on my head. He doesn't tells me to stop crying, to calm down or anything. He doesn't tells me how sorry Tom is, or that everything is different. No. He just listens to my sobs, my shaky words and holds me. He's there. I've never had such a friend before. Realtalk, get yourself a Harrison. It's probably the best thing you can do in your life. I can tell, that he really cares about my feelings, about me. Not like... Someone else.

After good ten minutes crying, Harrison loosens the hug. He looks at me, don't knowing what to say or what to do. But hey, I didn't know either. He takes my hand and leads me to a stone where I could sit down. My knees are weak and I could barely walk. Haz places his jacket on the stone and tells me to sit down. He does the same and lays his arm around me.

"I really don't know what happened." I feel how tears creep back in my eyes. "All I can say, is... Tom would never cheat on you. He could be drunk as hell, but the last thing he would do is cheating on you." I look in his blue eyes. He knows Tom for so long, he definitely knows what he's saying. But I still can't belive what just happened.

"B-but what did he do with her then?" my voice was still shaky. Harrison rubs my arm "I wish I could tell you. But he really likes you. I've never seen him so happy." I just listen to him, my head resting on his shoulder. "Tom probably just helped her, like he said. I guess you know how some girls act, when they're drunk." I chuckle. Yep I definitely know what he's talking about. "Do you really think Tom wants me in his life?"

"Of course he does. I mean who doesn't." I smile at myself. I don't know if he just said that, to make me feel better or if he really meant it. But I think he meant it. Otherwise he wouldn't be here.

"He's a keeper. Belive me." I look up at him "What do you mean?"

"If Tom really loves a girl, he doesn't lets anyone near her, he wants to keep her for himself. Whatever it costs. He's too scared to loose her." "But how do I know if he really loves me? I mean we just know each other for such a short time. Maybe I just imagined-"

"Stop. Don't say that. I know you love him, so why do you think he doesn't loves you?" he was damn right. I don't know why I think like that. Mh let me think. Maybe it's because I saw him with another girl. But... Does that means he doesn't loves me? Maybe everything was differnt.

I still don't know what I should think. "Do you wanna go back? It's cold. And I guess someone really wants to talk to you..." Harrison snaps me out of my thoughts. I nodd and get up. He hands me his jacket, it was really cold. "Thank you Haz. For listening to me." he smiles and pulls me in a hug again. Why did I never met any of this caring guys before?

We walk back, mostly in silence. I could see two people standing in the middle of the street. I can figure out, it's Tom, and the other man will probably be William or Brad. I think Haz wrote them we're on our way back. William runs to us and wraps me in a hug. Tom just stays where he is. "Thank god Harrison found you. Never do that again." William mumbles in my hair. He pulls away and I nodd at him with a smile.