Before It Ends.

Chapter 3: The moon

,,Ashley, what the actual fuck?" was the frist thing i heard when I picked up my phone.

I was in the yes house. After our conversation with Camila, we went to find the guys and told them what happened. They were angry i guees. They were angry at themselves that they couldn't help me, which is kinda stupid, but I understand it. We took camila back to her house, we exchange numbers and agreed on me helping her win lauren back.. or at least I told her that I would try it. 

,,oh hey lauren, yes.. I'm okay, thanks for asking" i said annoyed. I was sure she saw what happened, actually everyone did.. there was a camera outside the bar and somehow it got leaked. I mean.. it was obvious it would right? 

Bestfriend of Lauren Jauregui got into fight with a guy Camila Cabello was hanging out with. I definitely should have seen something like that coming.

,,shut the fuck up right now. You are so fucked you know that? You just randomly got into a fight with some dude that was talking to my ex? What the fuck were you thinking?" she was yelling at me. I think literally everyone aroud me heard every single word she said.

I was shocked. Was she being for real? I was quiet for a minute before I lost it ,,are you kidding me Lauren? that dude was literally about to rape Camila. Was I suppose to walk away or what?" now I was the one who was yelling. I couldn't belive it.. she always had my back, why not now?

,,wait, what?" she said totally confused.

,,he was about to rape her. Isn't the video of it out? You can literally see how he is forcing himself on her" I said still upset because of her reaction 

,,fuckers" lauren angrily mumbled ,,okay look, the video is out. But it starts with you hitting that dude.. that's why I said you're fucked" she said now totally worried. I froze. What was I suppose to do now? I didn't even have the proper chance to start my music career and there was a chance that I would get canceled ,,Ashley? you okay?" I heard Lauren say, but I couldn't answer. I felt like the whole word was spinning ,,Ashley, dont worry I got it yeah? just listen to my breathing and try to follow me okay?" right after she said it, I heard her breathing. She knew what was happening, I had pannick attacks before. It was nothing new.

I started following her breathing, it was helping. She knows me better then i know myself sometimes, she always knows how to help. After some time she spoke again ,,better?" 

I just nodded my head, realizing she couldn't see me I managed to say ,,ye- yeah, thank you" I said still trying to calm myself down. 

,,okay, good. I need to go now, we will take care of it okay? Just get your ass back to Miami. Man you are only one day away and already in trouble" she said laughing. 

I laughed too ,,I wil pack my things and take the first flight back, don't worry. See ya in a bit. Love you" 

I was just about to hang up when she called out ,,hey Ashley" I put the phone back to my ear ,,thank you" she said, from how she said it i could have tell she meant it.

I smiled ,,always" I said before hanging up.

End of flashback

,,now that we are talking about love.. Are you in a relationship?" the interviewer asked with smirk on her face. Making everyone in the room chuckle. 

Not me tho, I just smiled sadly ,,no. No I am not" I looked at the floor with a deep sigh ,,I guess love was not meant for me" 

She looked at me confused ,,what do you mean by that?"