Memories for Her

memory three

Fifth grade.

Yeah.... Fun times. Ill tell you one thing. While other kids were out having fun, I was stuck at home with my abusive father. Only, this was a much more toned down version.

Me and kiah had actually managed to speak on more than a few occasions. we were in the beginning stages of friendship.

This is the time where I started to meet her family and her brothers and sister. God, I wished they were my family. They were so nice and polite, but for some reason, she avoided her dad. Heck, even I liked her dad.

Eh. I spent as much time with her and her family as I could. I loved her older brother and sister. My brothers were too much to handle. In was raising them as my own children since I was like 10.

(and then my step mom had my baby bro, and I raised him until he was sent away at five... But that's beyond this book....😔)

Anyway. Meghan and Zane were amazing! It was like they adopted me. I think Kush was okay with it. She wasn't too happy about my family. She said that they were,and I quote, "kinda rude, but whatever."

I loved Kiahs vocabulary. It was simple and brief. And sometimes, just sometimes, it was super advanced.

Yah. So back to her dad. I'm not sure why, but he seemed okay at first. Do all rapists seem this way?

I wanna know something too. Who the actual fuck rapes a little girl....?? Like just why? I've always wanted to know why people are messed up like this! I'm not trying to offend anyone out there.

Anywho. Nice guy. Fooled me. Annnnnd I hate myself. Is that normal?