(6 days left) I wake up the next morning to no Shawn as I'm laying in his bed . Yesterday after we hooked up we slept then spent the rest of the day together and I decided to stay the night . I get up and put one of his shirts on as it goes down to the middle of my thigh . I don't even care to put pants on . I open the door to the smell of a bunch of different breakfast foods . I walk downstairs to see him making plates "hey I was just about to come wake you up" he says as I sit at the little table by the window "well lucky for you I just woke up" I say as he sets a plate in front of me before sitting across from me with one . "So did you really make this or did you like DoorDash it or some" I say as he chuckles "I made it" he smiles at me . "I know I'm just joking" I tell him "you know I can cook" he says . "One of reasons I liked chu" I admit "how could you not" he says as I take a bite of the eggs "I had fun last night" he smirks and says "yeah , me too" I agree . I feel Leo crawl over my foot "hey kitty kitty" I say as I pet him "I think he likes you more then me" Shawn says "yeah just like Simba likes me more then Zion" I tell him "all kids and animals just like me" I added "hell I would to"
"I need to go home" I say and wrap my arms around his torso as he places his hands on my shoulders . "Do you have to" he whines "yes I do" I say with a smile "if you must" he says with a slight attitude "dont be mad at me" I tell him "no I'm not babe" he says with a kiss to my cheek "you keep calling me babe" I whisper "am I not aloud to" he asked "I don't mind" I respond as he kisses my lips "I'll call you later" he says "question, you have any pants that are mine" I ask "umm I think so" he says and he goes upstairs as I stay downstairs to wait He's amazing. Jeez who would have thought . He literally cheated on me and I'm so inlove still , I'm more inlove with him then I have ever been . I love him to the moon and back . Hell I love the boys to the moon and back but I'm not inlove with the boys not saying I won't later . I can fall inlove at anytime . Just right now I'm so madly inlove with Shawn . My thought get interrupted by Shawn "here you go" he says and hands me some dark green velvet sweatpants "umm I have been looking for these cause I have the matching jacket" I say "well now you have it" he says with a smile as I put the pants on under his black shirt "also thanks for the new shirt" I exclaim "it's looks hot on you so doesn't matter to me" he bites his lip as I blush . "I'll talk to you later" I say and kiss his lips softly "I love you" he says "I love you too"
I open the front door to my house . The boys are seated or standing at the kitchen island "oh hello miss I'll be back later" Nick says "I can do what I want" I tell him . "Could have at least called and said you weren't coming home" Brandon says "okay okay next time I will" I say "Nice shirt Gabriella" Nick says and rolls his eyes "I know right" I joke with them "but imma shower and I'll be back"
I'm gonna put these pants back on and white crop top with the matching jacket
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I get out the shower and look at myself in the mirror. "What a bad b*tch" I whisper to myself . I open my phone and go on Snapchat to look at my memories from one year ago . It's a picture of Shawn and I from a year ago with matching outfits
